3a.m. thoughts

Soul

When you first came along I often thought to myself
How can a soul like yours ever like,
ever want,
ever love a soul like mine?
There just isn't a reason why.
No reason at all.
No explanation.
No nothing.
I'll just end up staining
if not completely consuming
your pure soul.
That thought often kept replaying in my head,
haunting me at night
and I soon found out that it was true.
I can't ruin you and
so the other option is to
let you go.
I know it will hurt, believe me when I say
I need you a lot more than you need me.
But at last, I need to do what's
best for you
and
So I ask of you,
no, I beg of you
please don't come close
for I will stain your colorful soul
with my darkness.

Authors note:

Hi guys! I know my "chapters" aren't long; this week I'll try my best to make my chapters a lot longer. I know I can do much better if I set my mind to it. The reason why the chapters weren't really long and interesting was due to the fact that I thought no one would ever really read the book; it was more for me to write what I thought about late at night, but here I am 1 week after publishing with 150 view and 4 followers. I know it isn't a lot of view nor followers for most of you but for me, it is considering I'm just starting out here on Wattpad. It genuinely means the world to me. So, I will try my best to make my chapters a lot longer and more heartfelt.

btw, I also have a short story published in titled "Is this my last breath" that has to do with depression and suicide. I am also currently working on a book and another short story. Don't be afraid to reach out to me, I will always find a way to respond back to you.

thank you so so much for the love and support, I will keep you updated.

xo