I Can't Help Falling In Love With You

Chapter 15: Idiot Kacchan

"I can't help falling in love with you Izuku"

Izuku emerald eyes widen upon hearing the ash blonds confession. He could feel his heart beating like crazy its thumping so hard that he swear it could crack his ribs open and burst out of his chest. Its almost as if time had stand still for him and it was just him and Katsuki. His that hands that is currently being held by the ash blond started to shiver. He couldn't think straight he felt that blood had rushed on his head all at once and now making him lightheaded which is not in his favor. For he has several thoughts in his mind right this second and he couldn't think straight. How could Katsuki love someone like him. He was dirty and damaged.

"Deku"

Katsuki voice calling out to him snapped him out of his train of thoughts.

"I-i" Izuku voice shakes he couldnt form the words he wanted to say.
Without any warning Katsuki pulled him to an embrace. The greenette didn't pull away but instead leans his head on the other mans chest listening intently on the Bakugou heart as it beats as hard as him. Izuku started to relax realizing that it wasn't only  him feeling nervous and afraid. He closes his eyes feeling the beat of Katsuki heart and the rise and fall of the other mans chest as he breathe.  Without him trying Izuku breathing and heartbeat started to mimic Katsuki as it started to relax. He had never felt this safe and at peace for so long. He wished time would just stop for real and he would stay like this forever.

"Are you okay?"

Katsuki loosens his embrace. It was last night he noticed that Izuku has a bad case of panic attacks. And now he had another one all of these was because of him. He wanted to punch himself for doing this to the man that he wants to protect. The person he loves.
He never wanted to push his feelings to Izuku right at this moment he would wait no matter how long it takes.  If he told him that he hates his guts and would never love him. He would accept that answer from Izuku it may hurt him but he would respect that decision.

"Yes I'm okay"

Katsuki hugs Izuku again as tight as he could. He was ready to accept rejection from him. But for one last time he wants to feel the greenette heat and hear his heartbeat. To hold him one last time in his arms and embrace him like it was the end of the world.
He buried his face on Izuku neck.
"Let's  stay like this for awhile, yeah"

Izuku don't need a mirror to see how flush  his face is right now because he knows he is as red as a tomato. He could feel the heat on his face. His mind is currently working over time trying to follow all the things that is happening right now. The Katsuki Bakugou confesses to him the man he had love for so many years. The man that saved him from Shoto. The man he admired since he was a child. The man that crushed his heart and left it to rot on the side of the street. But he had forgiven him already so many years ago. He could never hate him no matter how much he tried. After he got rejected by Katsuki during highschool he cried himself to sleep almost everyday he was heartbroken its as if part of his heart got cut in half and left bleeding. But he never felt any hatred for him. The moment he sees the little smiles and hears his laughter everything just stops for him and it warms his heart. He had thought he was a masochist for the longest time but he proved this wrong when he was with Shoto.
Katsuki was the love of his life but he knows he could never have him in this lifetime or the next. He was just satisfied being the "childhood friend". Now it was Katsuki confessing to him holding him tight like he would disapper if he loosens his grip on him. But Izuku is not the same anymore he was dirty and damaged.

If he accepts his feeling would he hold him? He was afraid that Katsuki would find his body disgusting. Can he hold a body so full of scars? What if the twins mother comes back will he throw me now that she is back. Would his feelings change if she comes back? What about the twins would they like me? No! The twins would prefer their mother. Those thoughts wanders on Izuku mind.

"I would hold you with your scars and all"
Izuku stared at him as he heard Katsuki answers as if he had read his mind.
He laughs "I'm  not reading your mind. You still mumbles your thoughts out loud without you realizing it.And also that woman is not allowed to go near the twins" placing a kiss on Izuku cheeks causing him to blush even more than before " you're not disgusting you're beautiful Izuku"

His heart stings hearing those words. Tears started to flow on his cheeks without any warning.

Burying his head on Katsuki chest

"Idiot Kacchan"

Izuku hid a smile

AUTHOR'S NOTE:
Fackkkkkk!!! I promised 2 chapters last week but i fucked up. So sorry my dear readers 🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️ i got so distracted with some personal shit.

Anyways happy reading my dear readers!!! See u again next chap. 😆😉