that day i murder someone...

all that matters is im here with him

Im so glad that i have him back. Ive really missed him. I just hope to god i dont mess things up again with rob.

I cuddle up to robs warm body. Sheets covering us both in the red and black queen sized bed. I roll over and kiss him softly and smile.

"Ive really missed you babe" he wraps his arms around me.His eyes sparkle as the window makes a reflection from the moon.

I feel my heart beating faster as i smile at him. My arms travel up his body and make their way to his stomach. I hold his body against mine as i lay on top of him.

"Promise to never leave again?" I nod my head against his chest.

"I promise." I kiss his dry flakey lips.

I began to close my eyes as suddenly my phone starts ringing and ruining the perfect momment.

I pick up the phone and answer it."sorry babe, excuse me." I smile at him and walk in bathroom.

"Not the best time pauly!" I sit up on the marble looking counter.

"Oh sorry! But its so late! I thought you would be back already for the tour and everything." I sigh as i forgot about that.

"Gosh i loss track of time. Just have it canceled like i said. Make up something..like im very sick." i bite my nails as i wait for pauly to answer.

"Hm let me guess you slept with him?" I giggle a bit."yeah i did." I smile and blush.

"Well anyway, i just Canceled the first couple of weeks you were SUPPOSED to be on tour." i sigh.

"Thank you. Just to be clear i didn't mean for this to go that long. look pauly i'll talk to you in the morning. Now bye." i hung up the phone.

I cover my face with my hands and yawn. I look in the mirror and stare. God i havent done this in months.

I look at all the scars and i notice that i have so many. Might be wondering how i didnt realized it earlier but you know i was way too busy.

I turn off the light and open the bathroom door and head straight to the bed.

I immediately wrap my hands around rob and snuggle up to him. I kiss him on the neck and place one of my leg under his.

I whisper in his ear."i love you, good night."

I close my eyes and slowly fall asleep.