Crush x Reader One-shots

crush x jealous!reader - Part 1

~  Hey heyyyyyy!!!!! Here ya go loves.  ~

"NOOOO PURPLE!!!!!!" My youth pastor yelled. "Does anyone nawt know what 'purple' means?" He asked in his thick accent.

A few hands raised in the room where everyone on the youth retreat was squished in.

"Well purple means... Purple is like... Boys are blue girls are pink, ya get what I mean? Nobody goin' off alone, okay? Stay in groups are stuff, yeah?"

"All right." "Okay." "Whatever..."

"Okay... Readyyyy --- break!"

I got into my little group of girls my age and went wherever they were going.

"Okay guys this is going to be the BEST Fall Retreat EVERRRRR!" (F/N) said.

"LET'S DO THIS!"

As we were walking to the waterfall at the camp we stayed at every fall, we made up fun little chants. (I would include the BEST one we made but it kinda has my location in it so I'm not going to... BUT IT WAS GREAT y'all.)

Though my group kept singing, I stopped and stared at my crush. He had walked all the way through the freezing river to the waterfall. I facepalmed and went all mom in my mind. 'Oh my gosh that water is cold he's gonna get sickkkk.' 'Is he stupid?' 'Is he looking to get hypothermia?' 'DOES THIS BOY HAVE A DEATH WISH????' 'If the cold doesn't kill him, I will.' ~ All true thoughts that actually went through my mind. ~

I sighed and my friends soon noticed that I had stopped singing. Unfortunately for me, they all knew that I had a crush on (C/N).

"Oh my gooooossshhhhh (Y/N) LOOK WHO IT ISSSSSSSSS!!!!!"

"SHUT UP," I whisper-yelled at them, elbowing their sides.

Eventually, they quieted down. 'Okay I don't think he knows it was him they were talking about... He could've thought it was his friend right??'

"Hey guys what's going onnnn???"

I heard the most annoying voice possible. (R/N). She was two years younger than me and three years younger than (C/N), but still flirted with him - and it made me sick.

"Oh hey (R/N)!" One of my friends greeted.

'Don't welcome that... that... UGH this is church camp... That stupid idiot...'

I gritted my teeth and offered her a curt, "Hi."

My friend looked at her watch. "Oh hey guys, it's almost time for dinner."

I looked at (C/N), who was now sitting in the river like an idiot. ~I was about to write his actual name there instead of (C/N) holy crap I would've died~

My group dragged me off, being followed by (C/N)'s friend. As we were slowly walking over the hill, I kept looking back, trying to see if (C/N) was following us. Eventually, I forced my eyes to look straight ahead and not wonder if he was following or not.

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I walked down the steep hill to the gym, making sure I didn't trip myself or some stupid stuff like that which I'd normally do. But too bad for me because I threw caution out the window when I saw a soaking wet (C/N) walking down to the gym with - yup - (R/N) right behind him. My heart threatened to jump out of my chest and bounce down the hill to slap (C/N) into oblivion. I contained it, but I couldn't contain the tears that raced down my face. I scrambled up the hill again, running to the room that I shared with my group. I climbed up the ladder as fast as my little legs could carry me and plopped down on my bed, burying my face in my pillow.

"NnnnnuuuuuuuUUUUUUUgggHHHHHhehhhhhh," I cried into my pluffy, comforting pillow.

After a good 10 minutes of sobbing, I got up the courage to go outside again. My face was stained with tears, my skin was pale, and I'm sure my hair looked absolutely awful but, at that moment in time, I didn't care about anything anymore. I just walked down the hill again, replaying the scene that happened just moments ago. I continued to wipe a few tears from my eyes as I stepped in the gym, solemnly walking over to my friends and sitting next to them. I watched as (C/N) played basketball on the other side and (R/N) cheered him on. I wanted to run up the hill again, and hide in that room for the rest of my life. But I didn't. I just sat. Oblivious to everything around me, I sat there gazing at (C/N) - tears rolling down my face again. Finally, my youth pastor called for dinner and I waited as everyone else slowly filed out of the doors. I stood and made my way to the doors and exited, walking back up the hill to the dining hall.

~  To this day I have no idea what occurred between my crush and the girl going by (R/N). I don't even know if they were together ... and alone ... the entire time... But I dunno. And it makes me sick to my stomach to think about anything that could've happened. BUt yeah okay byeee  ~