Broken Wings || banginho {✅}

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-Minho's POV-

I grabbed my bag and walked to my school. I mean, it wasn't that far, just 30 minutes from here.

I actually never liked to go to school. It was for me an another word for hell. I just want to stay home. As if I had a safe home. I hate everything and everyone in my life...
I know you want to know why I hate my school.

It's because I am gay. Yes I'm gay. I didn't had any problems with it... but everyone, almost everyone hates me because of it... how did they know actually? Well, I came out of the closet like one year ago to my friends... I told them to not tell anyone about it... but they did... and everyone started to bully me. Almost... I only have one friend, his name is Jisung. He is the only one I can trust.

I don't like my home because my dad is homophobic as fuck... and the biggest regret I made was coming out to my parents... my mom... she doesn't do anything and my dad just beats me up for the smallest things... before I came out he wasn't like that... is being gay so bad? Is loving a dick so bad? I hate this...

The biggest regrets of me too was that I had a boyfriend when I was 16. But isn't it normal? Having an amazing guy that loves you? Nope... actually... he was the one who forced me to tell my friends... I kept myself silence about this but after a year I told them... my boyfriend's name is Jaewon... was he nice? Only in the first year.. after a year he started to do horrible things... like being abusive... hurting me mentally... and the worst of them all... raping...

That was why I didn't had boyfriend since then... I was afraid that everything what he did... it would happen again...

I walked to my school and I looked up and saw the blue sky with white clouds and and a shining sun... it looked so beautiful... I really love this kind of weather. But give me some rain... it calms me down... the sound of the rain and the wind that you hear... it's really calming...

I saw that Jisung was running towards me. "Hey Minho" He said. "How are you?" He asked with a bright smile on his face. "I'm okay, what about you?" I asked. "I am so happy! I finally have a dog!" He happily said. I smiled. "What is his or her name?" I asked. "Shadow! And he is an Boy."
"Shadow? That's a really cool name" I said. "Wait! I have a picture of him!" He grabbed his phone and scrolled in his gallery. He still has the pictures with me and him. It made me happy. I lightly smiled when I saw the picture of Shadow. He's really cute. He's a mix between a husky and a Pomeranian. So cute. Shadow owns all my UwU's.

"We are almost at school."  He said with an sad tone. "I'll protect you. Nobody can hurt you." Jisung said. Well... he doesn't get bullied because we're friends... luckily... but he always tries to protect me from the bullies... but we aren't in the same classes...
"Jisung... but what if they hurt you?" I said and stopped with walking. "Minho I don't give a fuck if they hurt me or not. You are getting hurt and I really wanna protect you." He said and walked towards me.

"But... if you are getting hurt... it hurts me too..." I said and looked down. "Minho, look at me. I really love you my brother. They hurt you, and it hurts me. It hurts me to see you in pain... It hurts me to see you getting beaten up by the bullies... it hurts really bad Minho... I just want you to be safe... that's the only thing I care." He said and hugged me...

"I love you." I quietly said. I hugged him back and hold him tightly...
He released me after a few seconds. "Let's walk to school. I'll teach them a lesson for hurting you." He said and ran to school. "Wait jisung!" I yelled and ran as fast as I could and tried to stop him. When I finally arrived school, I heard a yell. "YOH LEE SEUNGHYUN!" A familiar voice said. It was Jisung. "Come and beat me up instead of Minho!" He yelled and walked towards him.

"Jisung stop!" I yelled and ran towards him. "Jisung don't do this, please." I asked him but he ignored me. "What?! Han Jisung wants to fight with me? Okay! Then fight! You little piece of shit!" He said and then walked to Jisung. Jisung was really short of you compared to him. And the first punch straight into Seunghyun's face. Wow I didn't know that Jisung was that strong. He literally stumbled backwards. "I see you bring your gay-boy here too. I really want to know how many times you fucked him." He said and kicked Jisung in the stomach. "Stop!" I yelled but one of his friends grabbed me by my arm. "Let me go!" I yelled and tried to push him away but he was so strong.

"This is about Me and you! Not about Minho! And I would never fuck him! He's my best friend I am not like you!" He tried to punch Seunghyun again but he grabbed him by his wrist and pushed him on the ground. He was on top of him.

"Jisung!!!" I yelled. This felt so wrong. I remembered something... boys are sensitive in their balls... I kicked Jiyong in his balls and ran towards Seunghyun and pushed him of Jisung and started to beat the shit out of him. Tears were steaming down my face. "I hate you! Why are you hurting my friend! Hurt me instead of him! I deserve it! He likes girls and I like boys! Beat me up instead of Jisung! He didn't do anything wrong! I did! I like dick instead of pussy! So hate me! Beat me up! Kill me! But don't you dare to HURT MY BEST FRIEND EVER AGAIN!" I yelled on the top of my lungs.

Blood was on my hands and I stopped beating him up... he was too weak to fight back. I wiped my tears away and ran to the toilets... "Minho!" Jisung ran after me. I grabbed some toilet paper and cleaned my hands... I cried so much... I don't deserve to be alive... I need to die... can I just die?! I hate everything!

"Minho Hyung!" Jisung yelled and opened the door. "Minho... I'm so sorry... I really didn't meant to hurt you so badly. It's my fault that you are crying... it's all my fault..."
"It is not Jisung. You helped me." His eye was purple and I think his stomach hurt really badly. "Are you Okay? Your eye is purple and I guess your stomach hurts really badly. Let me check." I said and walked towards him but he stopped me. "No I'm okay. He didn't hurt me. I am really okay. Please don't worry about me that much..." he said and gave me a smile. Jisung is so kind... I really love it... but he forgot about himself... all the damn time... and it makes me sad...

"And Minho-" the school bell ranged.
"Let's go to our lesson Jisung. I don't want us to get in trouble." I said and he nodded. "Good luck Hyung!" Jisung smiled. "Bye Ji." I walked into my class. It was English. I saw the eyes of the devil, or a another name, Seunghyun. Ooff I really beat him up, I felt good about it actually...
"You really thought you would go away with beating me up Minho?" He smirked. "Maybe I thought you could learn something. Don't touch my friend ever again. Otherwise I'll beat the shit out of you again." I said and walked to my seat. "Well, I hope you'll survive this." He gave me a evil smirk...

Oh no...

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A/N: HELLO BEAUTIFUL! I hope you enjoyed the first chapter:) I really hope you liked it. I just wanna remind you how beautiful you are and I told you, this is an fanfiction, I am not homophobic, I am the L in LGTB+ so I support the LGTB+ and if you struggle with homophobia, transphobia, or just ANTI LGTB+, I just want to tell you that love is love. You can't change the one you love. If you like both gender, then live your life. If you like dick, then live your life. If you like pussy, then like pussy. If you're an girl trapped in a boys body, then do whatever you want. I don't care who you are, what your gender is, what your sexuality is, the only thing that cares is the inside.

I love you guys and my dm's are always open:) my instagrams are @babybinniex and @ateezxaurora