-Minho's POV-
I ran into my home. I dropped my bag and ran to my room. "Minho?!" Chan yelled and walked after me. I cried my eyes out. "Minho. What happened?" Chan places his hand on my back. I looked at him. "I-I wanna die." I said and hugged him really tight. "Who did this t you?" He saw my hickeys. I bit my under lip. "A boy at school. A friend of Seunghyun. H-He did this" he hugged me tightly too. "Minho. I'm so sorry for what happened. I hope he'll suffer in a lot of pain. You don't deserve this. And don't forget it wasn't your fault. I know you're thinking that this is your fault but it isn't. He's the one who did this not you."
I cried in his arms. He was so nice and caring... even tho we met each other 2 weeks ago... he is like a dad for me. He is the best person that I ever met. "I... I... love you." I quietly said. "I love you too." He heard me? He fucking heard me. "Thank you for being in my life. You're my life saver Bang Chan" I said and cried even more... what did I do to deserve all of this? All the pain... sometimes I wished I was death.. but I don't wanna kill myself because of one person. Bang Chan. He's my shampoo... well... Jisung has a important impact in my life too. I don't know what to do without them...
I wiped my tears away. "I'll go out for a walk. Is that okay? I wanna clean my mind." I felt like he didn't trust me when I said that. "Minho. I think you should stay home." He answered. "Why? Don't you trust me? Are you afraid?" I asked and looked at him. "Yes I am. Okay? I am honest with you. Yes I am afraid. And no, it's not that I don't trust you. It's because..." he didn't wanted to say the words he wanted to say. "Because you're afraid that I'll kill myself?" He looked into my eyes and then looked away. He slowly nodded. "I promised you that I wouldn't try that ever again. And I want to keep that promise."
"Okay.. Okay.. you can go.. but don't walk for too long Okay?" "I'll be back in a hour."
-Chan's POV-
When Minho left. I got a call from someone. Jinyoung.. what does he wants from me?! I answered the phone. "Chan. I want you back. Please Chan I need you right now. I miss you a lot. And I know you miss me too." "Bitch. If you didn't hurt my feelings I wouldn't break up with you. I won't take you back! Just leave me alone!" I said angrily. "Chan I need you! Why don't you understand that I need you right now so fucking much?! I am dying inside! I need you. I miss you. I love you." He cried but I didn't care okay?! Call me an asshole but I don't care! "Park FUCKING Jinyoung. If you really loved me you wouldn't cheat. If you really cared for me, you wouldn't tell me to die. If you really wanted me, THEN WHY DIDN'T YOU SHOW THAT YOU LOVED ME HUH?!" I yelled... in tears. "EXPLAIN THAT! WHY HYUNG?! WHAT DID I DO TO YOU TO BE LIKE THIS?!" I wiped my tears away but my eyes made already new tears.
"I wasn't okay... I am so sorry Chan. Baby please. At the least. Let's talk." He asked but I disagreed with this. "I don't wanna see your face-" "please. Only for a few minutes and I'll leave. I promise Chan. Baby please." "No!" "Please Channie. I really wanna explain everything!" "Okay, But I won't change my mind!" I hung up. He knows where I live so.. I think he'll be here in a few minutes or hours. I already said. I will never give him a another chance. I gave him one and he broke that one. I don't wanna give him an another chance...
"He thinks that I am that dumb." I said quietly to myself. "Chan Hyung is everything okay?!" Felix yelled/asked from his room. "Yeah, Jinyoung is coming." I said. He immediately stormed into my room. "JINYOUNG IS COMING?!" He literally screamed. "Fuck. Felix don't yell for fuck sakes. Yes the Park Jinyoung, my ex boyfriend is coming." He dropped his plushy. "Oh my gosh I can't believe you Christopher Bang." He said. "I don't believe it either."
>>>1 hour later>>>
Someone knocked on the door. Maybe it's Minho. I opened it. It wasn't Minho at all. It was Jinyoung. "Don't touch me" I said before letting him in. "Since when do you like cats?" "Since when did I asked for your opinion?" I raised an eyebrow. "Great." "Well, you came here to explain things. So.. where's your explanation?" "Chan I am so sorry. I didn't meant to hurt you or feel you bad... I just didn't felt good at that time." He said and looked down. "Is that everything?! Sorry?! EVERYONE IS FUCKING SORRY!" I yelled. "When I was suffering! I tried to make you smile every damn time! I tried to hide my feelings to see you smile and happy! I did everything to feel you okay but the only thing what I got back is a clap that destroyed my whole body. You really thought that I would give you an another chance Park Jinyoung?!"
"Y-Yeh." "SERIOUSLY?! Leave now! I don't wanna see your face ever again! LEAVE!" I yelled. "Hyung what's going on?" A familiar voice asked. "Minho, don't worry. Just do something to make you happy" "Kay Hyung." He walked upstairs. "Who the fuck was that?!" "You shouldn't care about this! GO AWAY! LEAVE! JUST DON'T SHOW YOUR FAVE EVER AGAIN!" I yelled. "Chan I-"
"LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!"
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A/N: that moment when you didn't know what to do with Jinyoung so you made him as a bad/good guy in a book. And he cheated on Chan with Hyunjin I- Forgive me please. I'm sensitive:(
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