this isn't twice
that i've come here
i always come here
the same pattern
of big life events
the same horrible
outcome in the end
the same actions
so called "friends"
leave me with
the same heartbroken
feelings towards
the same men
that play the same
"don't catch feelings"
game and the same
one-night-stand
solution to fill the void
the same roses
with the same sharp thorns
that cut so deep
and the same silence
i've been best friends with
i've been here before
more times than
i can remember
