Goddess Of The Hunt

Chapter 4

Diana Pov

(I am sitting near the lake, after seeing my reflection I don't know what to do but do I regret having this Wolf form then the answer is a big NO... whatever Wolf I am it's a part of me then how will I regret having a part of me... I love my Wolf... )

Hey Girlfriend...  (I hear a voice in my head... it's my Wolf's voice. )

Hey Beastie...  (I said with a smile...)

Don't worry girlfriend everything will be ok soon... don't lose hope. Whatever happens, I will always be with you...  (my Wolf said with a smile... I too smile at her and hope everything will be ok soon...)

(3 Months Later)

(Nothing is ok... After my first shift everyone treating me like I don't even exist here I am invisible to everyone my family, my friends everyone is avoiding me like plague... I am really feeling alone... Physical hurt can be cured but if we get mentally hurt it can't be cured now I am going through rejection from my friends and family... I am a timber wolf but what am I supposed to do about that... They think I am a disgrace to the family and pack, I don't know to solve this... I blankly walk in the forest... I didn't see Josh and his friends come to my way Josh's friend Logan stopped me... )

What??? (I asked Logan because he is the one who stopped me... )

Why don't you just disappear from this world or even better just die than being a disgrace of your family and our pack? In our pack, there was never a timber wolf everyone is powerful in this pack that's why our pack is number one pack in Germany... No one wants you here... (I feel tears spill from my eyes, I eyed Josh to support me but he just turns his head totally ignoring me... I want to beat everyone and tell them even timber wolf is a wolf, not a disgrace and I want my family and friends support me but no they turn their backs to me... I just want to cry my heart out now, I push them out of my way and start running... In the middle of the running, I shifted, my wolf tries to connect with me but I block her and run like a maniac I feel like I should really disappear or even better I should die... I didn't even notice I cross the pack border and enter the Feuer Nacht Pack till a wolf pounce on me... I fall flat on my stomach the other wolf is still on my back and felt tingles all over... Then I hear my wolf says hey girlfriend don't panic he is our mate... I smile and thank the Moon Goddess for giving me a mate... A weight lift from my back, I turn to see my mate in human form, he wears only shorts... He throws a shirt to me I pick it in my mouth and shift and wear the shirt... I come out I slowly lift my eyes to see his face but already he is staring at me, I feel nervous so I look down but for some reason, my wolf is very calm... )

Hey Beastie, why are you so calm???

I don't know girlfriend his wolf is not connected to me, his wolf is not replying me... (someone shook me from my revive and I see my mate glaring me hard...)

You are a Timber Wolf... ( he said that with such a distaste... I feel tears run my cheeks... ) What's your name??? 

Diana Artemis Hunter.

I am future Alpha Liam Zole reject you, Diana Artemis Hunter, as my mate and Luna of Feuer Nacht Pack...
(I feel like my heart ribs into million pieces and crush it cruelly my family and friends rejected me it pains but my mate reject me is like someone is pricking me with thousand needles I just want to die...)

Why??? WHY??? Why are you rejecting me??? I am your mate for Goddess sake... You don't even know me... Why can't you love me like anyone??? Why you have to reject me??? (I am sobbing like my life is depending on it and that's the truth... He is my mate then he is my life... )

You are asking me why... You are a timber wolf, low and pathetic omega wolf I want my mate to be a powerful wolf... My pack's Luna must be dominant not a submissive omega wolf... (my wolf snarl at his words she takes over my body.)