hi im really sad :)

9/16/19

Im a stupid lonely romantic that is scared of commitment.

I really would consider im a romantic. I convince myself I'm in love with a person and day dream about us.

A lot of people say that when you meet the one you know its the one.

I hope that one comes soon. It'd be nice to really be in love and have someone in love with me back.

I usually find myself getting mad on how I can't fall in love with someone.

I'll admit I am desperate. Desperate mainly for giving my love to someone and some who'll return it.

I wish that the special one will just come and sweep me off my feet.

Make me feel the way people say they do in movies and stories.

Make me forget about everything else and just be over come with happiness and brusting love.

Make me see the world with rose pink lenses.

Rose petals littered on the floor and make me feel like brids are singing constantly amazing.

Someone who'll make me all warm and fuzzy inside. Make me smile just by hearing there name. Being over come with joy when seeing them.

Kissing, hugging, just loving and giving them affection. Having them return the feelings and affection.

For once a romance where I'm just saying I love them not to hurt them even though me lying will hurt them more. Forcing myself to be affectionate and lie to them saying "I love you." Every day.

Someone who I find myself having day dreams about and staying up thinling about them. Someone who I fantasize situations with.

I really hope that person comes soon.

I also really hope that I meet them soon.

But all I can do it hope,and wish.

Because that person probably doesn't exsist. Not one for me atleast.

But its still nice to cling on that small bit of hope.