Yani POV
I woke up to see my two men laying on top of me snoring loud as ever. Kentrell meant something to me but I just get confused so badly.
I feel as if I just need more time to myself. My love for him is still woken. I just need to stop going back to him so fast. It's not healthy for my mental. I've been thinking about it for the longest.
I understand he needs love and support but we are not ready for it. I've been just laying in bed doing nothing looking at the ceiling. I'm in a wonder of so much doubt. Kentrell won't ever do right I mean I knew kentrell since we were the littlest kids on the block.
My brother Sincere knew Kentrell to be a hoe but whenever I do something my brother lets me play it out on my own. My brother is plain up stupid. Like why not help me out a little but I'm glad he didn't because now I got Kayden. Just happier than ever.
I got up tapping Kentrell. "Kentrell, wake up I gotta do hair today." I said. He got up after I slapped his ass silly. I had to go to the girl house to do her hair because ain't nobody coming in THIS house with my MAN. But he not my man typically the streets but still a part of me feels for him still. As if we were meant to be?
But for awhile now I've been thinking about getting back together ONLY for Kayden. He does need his dad. And His dad needs him...him a damn job. He needs to do better if he wants to help raise this child with me.
I got up went to go brush my teeth as Kentrell comes behind me and holds my waist. I smiled as toothpaste got everywhere. I laughed as some dropped on his arm. He hit my ass as he walked away to the towel wiping it off. I continued to brush my teeth and proceeded to wash up. I heard Kayden cry as I was washing up then I heard Kentrell yell out something.
I knew something was up. I got outside of the shower gently creeping the door open as I seen Kentrell with a gun to is head. Kayden was crying because he was pushed onto the floor. "If you wanna kill me go ahead I wanna die anyways." I looked at him as I seen him not in fear but in sorrow.
I grabbed my phone from the counter as I seen the figure move closer to me so I hid it beside the toilet acting as if I just got out the shower. Trying to save Kentrell, Kayden and my life I had to think fast. I turned around slowly as I seen the gun was put against my head. "Oh um" I said as I tried to act a surprised.
So I just closed the door and locked it. I walked up to the figure seeing that he was about 5'11. I took off his mask to see this fine ass lightskin dude who had dyed hair in a greenish color which was fading away.
"Guns are quite sexy to me." I said as I tried to act all horny or whatever. I rubbed my hands on him as he started to get hard down there. "Damn" was all that came out of his mouth before he put me on the counter starting to kiss on my neck. I ain't gonna lie it felt good asf. But I snapped out of it.
I grabbed his dick and had a good grip on it. Dry fucking this nigga really did make me horny kinda. No cap but this dude was kinda getting too nasty with it. He asked me if I ever tried eating ass. "Nah but I'll try for you daddy."I said as he bent over. I seen him pull his pants down as he bent over even more.
I then seen the door busted. I grabbed the dude gun to see that it was on the toilet pointing to his head. "You think you could just come in here and just fuck my girl." I heard Kentrell say. He seemed even more pissed at me as he began to get verbally abusive.
Kentrell said "Go get Kayden and take him downstairs hurry and call yo auntie." He said and I did. I tried to hurry up fast as possible so that I could go get some coins for our family. I grabbed my phone from beside the toilet running into the room to see Kayden on the bed with a knot on his arm. I cried... mad at the fact that my baby got hurt because of Kentrells foolishness.
I ran downstairs calling my Auntie Uncle and my brother. I was crying so hard because I was mad. Mad at the fact that Kentrell's putting his family in danger. I couldn't see how Kentrell could do this.
Kentrell was still upstairs as my brother came first with a gun for me and him. Sincere wasn't the fighting type he liked to shoot. He ran upstairs with Kentrell coming down all bloody.
Kentrell came down arguing with me as I just backed out.
I guess I told him to leave forever because that was our LAST argument before he left!
Sorry and Ik I have't been posting alot lately only because school got my ass. And yurp Ik this book just got weird
