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Chapter 15

I explained everything to Mr Kennedy and yet he was still puzzled I told him about everything everything that happened and what happened on the way. I told him, I told him about how Candy and a sister attacking me, I could see the fear in his eyes who is looming and bright he knew I would stand up and say I'm fine and walk away but he stopped me this time he told me he could help defend myself against anyone who wants to attack me but I refuse because if John want finds out, I don't know his expression will be, so I gather my stuff and I walked out. I look at the city at the bright lights and the stars in the sky, sure it's night time as I walked home I feel cold, no, no it's not the breeze it's my insides, the quiet little person inside of me,  screaming at me just to go back and get them,  show them who's boss but I can't, not with those two the disaster twins, are the worst and if I dare try to approach them, I'm pretty sure their father will step in and he'll probably mess me up too so all I could think was what I could do, maybe could choose to just lose them to, to turn them away but I can't, I am helpless and I'm useless all over it now, I finally made my way home and I could see the house a perfect view and I said I was happy see the house knowing I will be safe with my mother. I walked to the door, I touch the doorknob but never open the door. I stood there thinking about what happened how easily I could I could be brought down and how quickly it is just do get thrown down, it's hard, too hard no one really knows what's going on but I intend to keep it that way at the same tim. I gathered my courage and walk in then I saw my mother stand in the kitchen waiting for my return she looked at me with a worrying look and I knew she'd want answers so I sat down placing my books on the coffee table and I looked at her, she walked over to me with a cup of tea and hands it to me, sitting down I noticed the tears in her eye's. I sighed heavily and looked down knowing she'd give me a lecture about how she felt and all those stuf, where a emotional train hit me with an instant I couldn't deal with it.  I explained everything what happened. If she knows what's best for me then I do it no questions asked as I looked at her explained everything her emotions change from shock to angry to happy to sad it's like that one human being has so much emotions to show and that's the one thing about her she always wears her heart on her sleeve and she's never one time turn someone down she has a good heart she has good advice and she loves helping people whether they are young or old she asked me how am I today and how I was, she was kind of shocked to hear the whole story just shocked she couldn't get over what she was hearing and she said she should come to school and talk with the principal about the issue of the twins but I told her it's not necessary at all I knew she go behind my back and do it anyway so I just left it. I gather my things again and I walked up the stairs to my room as I set the books down.  I looked out the window and wonder about John, haven't seen him in a while and he just disappeared it's like he's a ghost and if he was here he would have probably got those girls the twins but I wouldn't want to get into trouble just because they're jealous or whatever but I kinda miss him, he's funny and he knows just what to say and he knows what to do when and how to do it, the best part about him is he thinks twice before doing anything before saying anything and if he'd be here and he'd witnessed over he would have protected me, he would have taken me home and he would have made sure I was untouched but he is not here now but I got school tomorrow I guess, I guess I'll just go to bed and lay down on the flat comfortable surface, thinking of what it could have been like if John was here. I rolled over and fell asleep.

I sat down on the bed with a first aid kit next to me. I let out a sigh, I just patched up my mystery wounds. I placed my hand on my head, I tried thinking of what happened last night but it just let me to another headache. After sometime I decided to leave the apartment room, to get some fresh air. I put on clean clothes and put some make up on.