>> I'd fight for you <<

Chapter 31

I woke up in John's protective arms again, the warmth of out naked bodies embraced together is still there.

What the hell was I thinking? I literally just got onto John and lost control of my actions! I let lust and desire get the better of me. What if he didn't want to do it and I just forced him into it? He probably hates me now.

Tears threatened to spill from my eyes, I bite my lip and shut up eyes. I was deep in thought, trying to stop myself from crying when gentle arms pulled me closer.

"Hey, honey. What's wrong?" his gentle voice asked.

I hid my face in his chest and tears fell out of my eyes, falling onto his chest.

He immediately sat up and placed me on his lap, my head still buried in his chest and his arms cradled me gently.

"Sh sh sh. Hey, it's okay. Calm down, don't cry angel. Don't cry" his words were soothing.

He gently rocks back and forth with me in his arms. I felt secured in his arms and slowly calmed down.

How the hell am I supposed to tell John I'm pregnant with his baby? He is definitely gonna hate me for this.

"Y/N, honey. What's wrong?" he asked, worry was evident in his voice.

"Did I hurt you? Was I bit too rough with you?" he asked again.

"No. No no no. You weren't too rough with me besides I like it when Mr Wick gets rough in bed" I reassured him, placing my hand on his cheek.

His beard tickles my hand a bit.

"I'm crying because..." I nervously bit my lip.

"Because what?" Curiosity. John was always curious.

"Because I just. I just onto you and I basically demanded you to have sex with you" I looked away from him, avoiding his gaze.

"What? No. Hey, look" he gently turned my head to him "You didn't demand me to have sex with you, even if you did, I still would have done it without thinking twice because I love you and you only" his voice gently and soothing.

"Really?" I asked, my eyes swelling with tears again.

"Yes" he responded.

Tears fell down my cheeks again, he brought his hand up and gently wiped my tears away.

"I'm so lucky to have you as my boyfriend Mr Wick" I hugged him.