What if... another Weilan story [bxb] [✔]

Chapter 17

It had been so intense, so wonderful.
Now they laid on the bed, Yunlan on his left side, Wei on his right, hugging each other, their foreheads touching, their eyes closed.

It was a beautiful moment, but they both knew it couldn’t last because they still hadn't fully confronted each other.
Yunlan realised that he still hadn’t told him everything he wanted to say.

They had been so close, two puzzle pieces perfect for each other. Now Yunlan wondered if Wei was feeling for him the same things he felt, while Wei wondered if it had meant something for Yunlan or if it had just been a one-time thing.

Hong had told him that Yunlan wasn’t a player, he kept repeating himself that, over and over, but Wei simply couldn’t help but worry thinking of his past. Yunlan had had many stories, what had this meant for him?

Yunlan finally opened his eyes and said, “I need to tell you something.”

Suddenly Shen Wei felt he wasn’t strong enough for what was coming to him. He had given in to pleasure, and now he was just another notch on his belt. He stood up immediately and said, remembering Ren’s words, "If you’ve got someone else you don’t have to worry, I won’t tell anyone."

Yunlan was shocked.
"What? You think I would have sex with you if I had someone else?"

When Wei didn’t reply he snapped.
"Ehi, I’m not the one with a boyfriend here!"

Wei looked at him fiercely.
"We broke up days ago, I would never do something like that, I can’t believe you thought of me as a cheater."

"Well, we kissed before..."

"You kissed me!" Wei said, but he had liked it, and it had made him feel guilty.
"You made me a cheater, I would never..."

Yunlan moved closer but Wei said, “We should clean up first,” and disappeared in the bathroom. Yunlan showered after him and when he came back into his room, Wei was already fully clothed.

Did he want to leave already? He couldn't let him, not yet!

Yunlan had to do something, being with him had been so amazing, he never wanted to let him go, he would do anything to keep him with him.

"I like you," he said looking at him; this time he thought it best to start with the most important bit before something came up or his stupid brain fucked it up again.
"I really, really like you, and only you."

Wei's heart jumped in his chest. He couldn't say a word.

"And I... I don't have anyone else, actually before you I had never..."

Now Wei's eyes stared at his face, not believing what he was hearing.
"It was your first time with a guy? But I thought..."

Yunlan considered that it was not the right time to find out what it was that he thought exactly or why on Earth would Wei think that he had had stories with guys before, no, this time he didn’t want to get lost off track and risk ruining everything. He wanted to tell him the whole truth, and he would do just that.

"Not just with a guy," he confessed. "I had never..."
Yunlan's throat felt so dry and he was scared, but he had already made up his mind that he would tell him everything, so he took a deep breath and said, "I just wanted to be left alone, I never dated Hong, it was all just a game, nothing of it was true."

Wei came closer, hope growing inside him, but yet unable to say anything.

Yunlan went on, "I'm sorry I kissed you that day at the beach, I knew you weren't free but you were so close and I... I didn't know myself before, I wasn't sure what I wanted, but after kissing you all became clear."