jeyjey's pov
"benji hurry uppppp" i whine, banging on the bathroom door as my bladder doesn't seem to want to wait for his hour long showers.
"i'm out, i'm out. calm down." he replies calmly as he unlocks the door, only a towel around his waist.
i push passed him, brushing against his muscular chest with a small blush.
trust me, i've been trying to keep my distance from him. trying to convince myself that i don't just want to smash my lips into his, but it's only been a month, and it's been so hard.
i use the bathroom and walk back to my bed, plopping down.
"hey you wanna go to a party with me tonight?" benji asked.
"uhhhh yeah i don't do parties. plus i don't need a drunk benji hitting on me."
"cmonnn pleaseee"
"not happening."
"what would i have to do to make you come?"
"hmmmmm. buy me food."
"ohhhh so now you're the one asking me out on a date?"
"benji! no! i mean you go buy me some pizza or something and bring it back and i'll go with you."
"deal."
"really?"
"yes. when you get back from classes on monday there will be pizza waiting for you."
i gave him a small smile and got up, walking over to my closet. i could feel his eyes on me as i was on my tip toes, reaching to the top shelf of my closet to grab a pair of not messed up shoes for the party.
"stop looking at my ass, krol."
"i was not!"
"you were too!"
"okay fine. but i can't help it. you have a hot ass."
i roll my eyes and throw a random hanger at him. i hear him laugh.
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"benji this was a bad idea," i say trying to pull him back towards the area of our dorm room.
"you'll have fun, just stick with me."
he grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to the loud music.
the second the door opened, all i could smell was the fumes of alcohol. there was so many people crammed into the small dorm, even though it was supposed to be one of the bigger ones (nearly the size of a small apartment). i couldn't even take three steps without being nearly knocked over.
my head was spinning and i realized that nobody was holding my hand anymore. it was empty and i couldn't see benji anywhere.
i started to look for him, but got distracted by the alcohol table. i could use a drink right about now.
i grabbed a random cup with some random liquid in it and dumped it out into the sink i then filled it with something from a bottle, it looked like vodka.
i downed a bit of it, and it burned my throat on its way down so definitely vodka.
i drank a little more before deciding to continue my quest of finding benji. i squeezes my way through all of the people, and started to panic a bit when i saw benji's hair over the crowd.
i made my passed all of the people, only to see benji making out with some rando when i finally made my way through the crowd. i blinked as if my eyes were just playing tricks on me, but it was definitely real.
addy and syd were right. i should stay away from him.
i angrily made my way out of the dorm and back to my own. i hopped on my bed, with a very audible sigh.
i tossed and turned until finally i got comfortable, on my side, back facing the wall.
my eyes wondered the room. until they landed upon one of my bags that i brought with some knickknacks that i never unpacked. i decided to look through it since i'm bored and all alone.
i stood up and walked over to the bag, picking it up. i walked the few steps back to my bed and sat down cross cross.
i pulled out everything in one fellow swoop so it was all spilled out in front of me.
i sifted through the stuff, nothing too special. until i came upon my bracelet. my "best friends" bracelet from my childhood best friend.
it's funny how small the world is isn't it? his name was benji also. i smile and lay down, playing with the frayed strings and replaying some of our memories together.
i miss those days, when everything was so simple. i miss benji too. i wonder if i'll ever see him again. probably not though, he lives in spain.
i sigh and set the blue bracelet in my bedside table drawer, before clearing off my bed, taking off my clothes, and going to sleep.
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hey guys! omg i haven't updated in forever. i'm so sorry. this book will probably be slow updates from here on out but at least i got something down. i hope you guys like it. this is unedited btw. anyways, love you guys as always!
