React

Chapter 11

When school came on Monday he was a completely different person. His multi-personalities are starting to give me whip lash, it's so confusing. Does he not want certain people knowing that we are dating or something? Honestly, I'm not sure how to take this. I'm just gonna over look it though, there is not reason for me to get hung up on it.

This week was going to be extra busy. I had two concerts, wasn't going to be at school Wednesday, and Will wasn't going to be at school on Tuesday. To top it all off, Saturday is regionals, our biggest competition yet.

I had to go all day Tuesday without him and it was so terrible, I missed him so much. He had to go Wednesday without me, kinda like pay back for him leaving me. The sweetest thing was when I glance at my phone during Honors Choir practice and see a text from him saying, "I miss you so much." For some reason it made my day. Then after school, I had a concert for Honors Choir, and guess who was in the third row. Will and his dad came to my concert!! I was so happy, I probably sounded like a singing pig but that's okay, at least he got to come and see his singing pig. On top of that my mom came, I haven't seen my mom in about 7 years. How she knew about the concert? The world will never know. I just happen to take my gaze off of Will and look at the front row, and I see her. I honestly felt like I saw a ghost, because to me she was one. Just someone who was in my dreams every so often, someone I took baby pictures with, someone who left me all alone. Tears rolled down my cheeks, there was no stopping them. At this moment I cared what I sounded like, I stood up as tall as I could, held my music binder higher and prouder, then sang like I have never ever sang before.

After the concert I ran over and gave my mom the biggest hug in the world. There were no hurt feelings or pain left in me, all I felt was happiness. I introduced Will and his dad to my mom. It was seriously like I was in one of my dreams, there was no way it was real. Then, when Will gave me a hug and told me how amazing I did, I woke up from my daydream and realized how perfect this moment is. At that moment the only thing going through my head was, "If this is what falling in love feels like, then I never want to fall out of it."