Months later
Alexis Pow
Its been hard missing you, I was so angry I made some mistakes, I should have never been on my trip, we lost you because of me, because of me my kids are never going to have you to run and play, because of me my kids will never have a father feel guilty every day.
My son said that he does not want a step father, my daughter's refuse to get close to anyone for fear of losing them.
I lost my girlfriend at the end of the day she is someone else's wife and I was in no position to love anyone after I layed you down in that cold hard dirt, because of me our lives will never be the same, I hate that I'm broken, i was angry at God for taking you away, I was angry at my girlfriend, if she and I didn't meet, I am fucking angry............ my heart was shut down, i stop feeling, I stopped caring, I stopped being me but it's all because of me.
The end
It was interesting writing this and I hope you realize what you have and not take it for granted because it can be taken away at any moment leaving you with regret and guilt for the rest of your life
Thank you for reading and your support
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My soulmate is someone else's wife
RomansaI sat across the table from my husband having lunch, telling her how much I love her and can't wait to be in her arms.