Ego One Shots

Panic

It wasn't uncommon for Virgil to have panic attacks, he was Anxiety after all. Not ever time that he would have would Thomas though. Virgil could usually keep the attacks to himself unless they were bigger, intenser ones.
Today was no different, Virgil was having another panic attack when Deceit came into his room.
"Deceit, what the hell do you want?" Virg was trying to act calm even though he knew Deceit knew exactly what was going on.
"Just thought you would like to know Roman isn't the happiest with you right now. Something about Thomas being more anxious and less creative lately."
The last thing Virgil needed was someone being mad at him for something that was out of his control. As soon as Deceit left, Virgil started to spiral. He sat on the floor with his hood pull up covering most of his face and curled up on himself as his panic attack got worse and worser. Soon, without even thinking about it, or even realizing it, he transported to Anti's and Dark's void.
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"Dark, you fucking cunt! You absolute piece of shit!"
"Well Anti, you are no better you fucking ass tit."
"What the hell is that even supposed to fucking mean!? I am 20000 times better than you will ever fucking be!"
Dark was about to throw some more arguments Anti's way when he saw a flash of purple behind Anti. "Hey, Anti you cunt, did you see that?" No one ever came here besides Dark, Anti and Will, and Will's colour was pink, not purple.
Anti looked around, sensing Dark's unease. "I didn't see anything. What did you see and where?"
Instead of answering Anti's question, Dark started to make his way over to where he saw the purple light to find a man with purple hair curled up on themselves.
"Who is that? And how in the fuck did they get here?"
Dark was just as confused as Anti till for some strange reason, he had an idea of who it might be.
Dark went to sit beside the other man but saw them flinch away, though it allowed Dark to get a glimpse of their face to confirm who he thought it was. "Hi Virgil, how are you?" Dark didn't want to scare him, knowing that was last thing that Virg needed right now.
Virgil slowly started to rock back and forth as silent tears trailed down his face. Dark and Anti shared a concerned look of not having a fucking clue of what to do to help the side out.
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Thomas had been planning out some timelines for different projects with Logan when he started to have a panic attack. All of the sudden, he was having trouble focusing, his heart was going a mile a minute, his hands were shaking, he felt like he couldn't breath and everything seemed to be growing smaller around him. Logan knew right away that he was having a panic attack and got him over to the couch for him to sit down. He called called Patton and Roman, but for some reason was unable to call Virgil.
Logan knew he couldn't leave incase his, well, Logic was needed, and Patton was working on trying to calm him down. So that left Roman with the task of looking for Virgil to make sure he was alright. In Roman's eyes, lots of their troubles were Virgil's fault, and in this case, especially. If Virgil wasn't making Thomas have a panic attack he could finish his planning with Logan and get to work with him. But Virgil wasn't really the team player kind of guy and he never really seemed to care about how his actions affect the others, that's just the way Anxiety is.
Roman got to Virgil's room to find that Virg wasn't anywhere to be found. Roman decided that if this was how Virgil was gonna be, then there was no point in looking for him. Besides, Logan and Patton would probably love some help with Thomas.
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After about an hour, they got Thomas to calm down. He kept asking where Virgil was, why he wasn't there with them and whether he was okay or not. This only served to make Roman madder at Virgil because of Virgil's great timing for a panic attack and the fact no one would hold him accountable for it.
They were about to get back to work when Virg finally showed up in the living room with Dark and Anti behind him.
Roman couldn't believe his eyes. Virgil really had the nerve to show up after the panic attack? And he brought Darkiplier and Antisepticeye with him? Roman just couldn't hold his anger in any longer.
"Virgil, where the hell were you!? You know, we could have used your help out here? And where the hell did you go!? You can't just give Thomas a panic attack and then disappear!"
Patton went over to Virgil and noticed the tear trails along his cheeks. He knew right away that Virg himself had a panic attack and that was why they couldn't find him. "Roman! Stop it right now! Leave Virgil alone if you have nothing nice to say to him!"
Patton sticking up for Virgil only made Roman even more angry. "No! All Virgil does is cause us trouble and ruin our plans and he ALWAYS gets off the hook for it! He's a dark side, always ha-"
"ENOUGH!" Dark used his powers to shut all the lights off till Roman was finally done talking. "Now, if you are done yammering on about what a bad guy Virg here is, me and Anti would like to tell you a few things.
They had told Virgil what they wanted to do, and even though he wasn't too keen on it, they had helped him out, so he said they could.
"Roman, you are not the high and mighty princey that you want everyone to believe you are. Dragging Virgil down just because of who he is is just a fucking shit move from a FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT PERSON!" Dark was pretty pissed at Roman for making Virgil have as bad a panic attack as he did.
Roman was about to protest when Anti glitches over with his knife under Roman's chin. "You don't get to say shit princey. You are gonna listen closely because you need to learn what a fucking asshole you have been. Constantly calling Virgil deprecating names? How would you like someone calling you shit ass names every time you walked into the FUCKING ROOM! You think you are so fucking perfect and untouchable because you are fucking creativity, but you are NO FUCKING BETTER THAN YOUR BROTHER! At least he doesn't constantly insult Virgil when he walks into a room."
Roman had a hurt look on his face as he looked over to Virgil to see the sad and hurt lookin his face. Had he really been that bad? How was he so blind to his own actions?
Anti and Dark seemed to notice Roman's resolve. Anti slowly lowered his knife as he looked over to Virgil. "Virg, you can always come to me and Dark if you ever need anything, okay buddy?"
Virgil smiled a bit as he nodded before Dark and Anti left to go back to their void. Virgil was about to leave to go to his room as well when Patton ran over to him and rapped him in a hug. "I'm glad you're alright and back home kiddo!"
Virgil hugged Pat back knowing that he must have been so worried when they couldn't find him.
"Hey Virgil, we are all glad you alright buddy. And you know you can always come to me if you need to, right?" Thomas had a very worried look on his face and it made Virgil feel a bit bad for not going to him in the first place.
"Yeah, I know Thomas. Thank you."
Roman was fiddling with his hands as he stood awkwardly before speaking and breaking the silence. "I'm sorry I haven't been the nicest to you Virgil."
Before anyone could react, he dropped out to head to his room.

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Well, I hope you all enjoyed this one!! And a little side note, font like this is when dark gets really angry and lights go out and his blue and red flash out and font like this is when anti gets really anger and starts to glitch really bad:) anyways, hope you are all having lovely days/nights!♡

Other side note, this was requested by VIRGILisMOOD