The First Time

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I sat on the floor in a blubbering mess. For some reason thinking over my past... The past that made me want to go back, basically live in another fairy tale. I had to stop thinking about him, but how could I? He was my light, the main reason I got up every morning. He was my Peter Parker. I could never forget his cute cheeky smile. The way his brown curls would fall every time he turns his head. His eyes, his deep chocolate eyes, making me feel lost but found at the same time. And the way he pleasured me.

But things never worked out between us. His acting overwhelmed him. He got angry, I tried to help but he just threw me out. like a fish... that was dead.

What I think the only way of forgetting him, would probably going back in time. telling you the way we met, how we got together, how he helped me through life, how he tossed me out of his life.

It was July 4th 2011, my best friend Harrison Osterfield invited me to his birthday. He said there were other guys coming, which didn't really bother me because I was going to hang out with my best friend on his birthday. I was wearing a black and white puffy long sleeve shirt that only started at the shoulders and finished just underneath my chest, black knee high skirt and a pair of Doc Martins with a pair of strange patterned socks that went well with the outfit. i got ready and walked down to his house and knocked on the door.

"Y/N! Your here finally" Harrison greeted me with a huge smile, hugging and squeezing me.

"Yeah, so any one else here yet?" Harrison left me feelling cold but grabs my hand and leads me into the basement.

"Yeah just everyone who i invited" He laughed while he opened up the door. i rolled my eyes and laughed

"Ok, ok i guess im late but y'know age before bea-" my heat skipped a beat before I layed eyes on the cute brown haired boy, who's smile made me have butterfly's flutter through my stomach.

"Y/N this is Tom, Tom Holland" I took out my hand to shake his. Toms hand was firm, soft like a baby's hand.

"H-hi Y-Y/N" He stutted. A small laugh left my lips as we left each others grasp. Harrison than introduced me to his other friends but for some reason i was more focused on Tom. i mean who wouldn't be?

We all sat down on the couch, drinks were in hands. laughter filled the room, Tom, Harrison and I were all just goofing around. After an hour or so, not much laughter filled the room anymore, it was more of sleeping and some of us talking. which was not Harrison, Tom and I. We were just only talking little bits because that we were playing a game... i think it was monopoly?

"Ok Tom you need to give me $250" My hand was placed out in front of me, signalling Tom to give me some of his remaining money. he moaned and gives the money to me. i giggled and placed it in my deck. "y'know, I'm a pro at this" i said sarcastically while crunching up my nose.

"But your not" Harrison remarks. i threw a piece of paper at him and at the edge of my eye I saw Tom smiling at me with huge puppy eyes. i looked back over to him, Tom put his hand in his head and looked as if he was blushing behind that hand.

"oh but I am" I said as I rolled the dice. Some of Harrison's friends run over to us and pushed him over.

"do you guys wanna... Wanna play spin the bottle?" they seemed like that had a bit to much to drink. I feel like that would be a bad a idea, if we play spin the bottle. We all looked at each other and laughed.

"why" Tom responded.

"or how about truth or dare?" one of them sat down next to me and made the game bored shift. I scoffed and rolled my eyes.

"truth or dare is fine with me" Harrison smirked at me and winked.

"yeah sure, I'm in" Tom packed up the bored.

"I guess I have no choice in the matter" I scoffed and helped Tom with the game. We all sat in a circle, me between Tom and Harrison.

"ok, truth or dare Harrison" one of the guys said sitting down.

"truth" He responded quickly.

"ok, who do you like?" he said looking at all of us and winking.

"errm" Harrison cleared his throat and blushed. "Daisy.. Daisy Hoffman" I covered my mouth over realization.

"oh my god!!" I squealed with excitement. "I am definitely getting you two together!" Harrison pushed me over, over to Toms side. He grabbed both of my forearms for support. I looked up to see him, his dark brown eyes which made me feel comfortable in his strong grasp. We both realized where we were and came back into reality. I left his grasp and sat back in my spot. I could feel everyone here was thinking the same thing.

"Y/N, truth or dare" Harrison said with a stern voice making a cheeky smile creep into his lips.

"I pick dare" I said with a sassy tone, knowing what's probably going to happen.

"I dare you, to kiss Tom passionately!" I was thrown back by what Harrison said. Ugh god I knew this was going to happen. He gave me a stern eye and winked. Tom and I looked at each other awkwardly. Nobody knew that this was my first kiss.

"I guess a dare's a dare" I laughed awkwardly as I moved closer to Tom. My mind was all over the place, like what will happen, would I be a good kisser, is my breath ok? Even more questions flew through my brain as I got closer, closer and closer. Until we met. Everything left my mind, like I had no worrys. Our kiss was getting more and more passionate, Toms body up against mine.

Toms lips left mine feeling cold, dry, needing more. I cleared my throat and turned back into the circle. Everyone looked at us, as if they saw a ghost. "god I feel, embarrassed" I rub the back of my neck, and felt goose bumps rise.

"ok, Y/N your turn" one of them said with a laugh inbetween.

"Tom, truth or dare?" a smirk crept into my lips as I turned to Tom again. His eyes not leaving mine.

"errm, I pick truth" he gave back a cheeky smirk and winked.

"ok, ermm. If you've ever made out with someone before who was your favorite?" Harrison laughed and I looked back over to him with a 'are you serious look'

"well I have made out with a few, but I think with what I just had with you was by far my favorite" I blushed by Toms words and didn't even hide it from him. I moved a little bit closer to Tom and didn't take my eyes off him.

"god get a room!"

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