i'd rather be alone tonight, you can say "ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ" through the phone tonight
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Hunter laughed as she read the messages. Zendaya just rolled her eyes, then closed them. She sighed a big. "well, at least you tried" Hunter said as she landed the phone back to its owners.
"i dont if i'm the one who can't flirt, or she just didn't get it" Z said as she looked at the conversation again. Hunter laughed again.
"i think both"
"i'm flying out in 2 days, and she haven't messaged me since" Zendaya stood up from the couch, and went to the kitchen. she took some cookies out of the bag, what was on the counter, then took out 2 water bottles of the fridge.
"calm down" said Hunter as she entered in the kitchen "look, if she really won't text you, you'll text her, it's not that big of a deal"
"yes, it's that big a of a deal" Z sighed "this is the first time i'm doing something like this, and its flops" Hunter laughed again, and that was the first time Zendaya had a smile on her face in hours.
"i'm sorry, but it's so cute. don't worry, okay? you guys will meet somehow" she hugged her worried friend. Zendaya hugged her back.
"so you think i should text her again?"
"i mean, yeah.. it won't hurt you" Hunter said.
Zendaya looked at her phone. it's fair to say that she was embarrassed. she hated to admit, but she liked how she never had to take the first step. she was too shy for that. but now, it was totally different.
first of all, it was a girl. the actress never had a girlfriend. she was waiting to get to know herself. to figure herself out, and be confident when she says; i like girls. it was a struggle for her. that was the first time she had to go after somebody, instead of somebody went after her. and she was so insecure because of this. is she being pushy? is she too much?
the days went by. and the trip to Paris was right there, in front of her. she said goodbye to everyone. her friends, her family. she didn't text yet. the french girl didn't text yet, and the american was just so stubborn. "no, i won't text her, i don't care... i do tho" she thought. it was like a life crisis.
The actress has been in Paris quite a lot, but now, that she had to stay there for months, she felt a little lost. she went to the Eiffel Tower, she sat down at a little cafe, she bought some flower for the apartment she was staying in. one night, when she really felt alone, she walked to the Louvre, sat down, and just admired how it looked.
Zendaya didn't understand why she was feeling lost, and lonely. she had two of her best friends with her, and her dog. she shouldn't feel alone. she should be happy, she's having the time of her life.
maybe she's that wrapped around of the french writer. Zendaya keep making scenarios about them in her own head, when she's bored. whenever she realizes this she just shakes her head, then go thinking that she's crazy. she's just keep thinking about her. she's thinking about how she smell like, maybe like cotton candy. she's imagining her voice, it's probably so sweet, and kind. she's tall, but probably not taller than the actress.
but then she's thinking about how does she likes her coffee, and what she usually has for breakfast. she probably prefers when they call her Luna, it's a pretty nickname. she's probably very shy, in person. she seemed shy when they were texting. Zendaya had so many ideas of the other girl, and so many questions. She just wanted them to be answered, cause right now she felt like chocking when she thought of them. she wanted Luna to be hers, and she wanted to be Luna's. is that too much to ask?
