You know I'm a star, space I'ma need spaceCʟᴇᴍ ✨
YOU SAID WHAT TO HER?Aɴᴀ 🌔
i said that i have some important meetings, and this is why i can't goCʟᴇᴍ ✨
BUT YOU HAVE NOTHING TO DO
DUDE WHAT THE FUCK?
why are you trying to fuck this up?Aɴᴀ 🌔
i'm not trying to fuck this upCʟᴇᴍ ✨
well it sure looks like it
why did you do that?Aɴᴀ 🌔
i don't know, okay?
i panicked.
and i had to say somethingCʟᴇᴍ ✨
why did you panicked?Aɴᴀ 🌔
she asked if i wanna meet her whole family, and friends, and i'm not ready. meeting the persons she loves the most means, she want to meet my family tooCʟᴇᴍ ✨
you know you have to tell her soonAɴᴀ 🌔
i know
but i can't open up to her until i find my own peaceCʟᴇᴍ ✨
i'm not saying this because i wanna be rude but you should go to therapy
it holds you back on so many levels
you can't find your own peace, if you bottle it up, and let your trauma control every piece of your lifeAɴᴀ 🌔
i tried to go to therapy
and you know it didn't helpCʟᴇᴍ ✨
you went to that woman like 10 times
10 times won't help
maybe 20 times won't help
but you never know what gonna happen after 22 timesAɴᴀ 🌔
I went there for a whole fucking year, and you know bloody damn well
Then I went to another one, who was good
But told me to fuck off because I can't open up
Two fucking therapist sent me away, because of this fucking issue, and you know thatCʟᴇᴍ ✨
And don't you think Z won't tell you to fuck off?Aɴᴀ 🌔
Clem....Cʟᴇᴍ ✨
no, i'm sorry but you trying find your own peace is a bullshit!
Your are not even tryingAɴᴀ 🌔
That's not true!Cʟᴇᴍ ✨
yes, it's true!
you love this girl so much
and you're willing to give up these past few months because the only thing you wanna do is burry your past, forget and never talk about it again
and now i know, that i don't know Zendaya that well, but i know if you just open a little to her, she'll wanna help you
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you don't even have to tell her everything
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she'll understand if you say "hey, there's a lot of shit in my past, i still have problems because of this, and i'm not ready to fully open up"
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don't ignore me Ana
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i know it hurts you, but just because you ignore me, it won't stop being true
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So it may can come off as Clem is gaslighting Ana, or that she's a bad friend, but i had no intention making her like that, i only felt like this is the best way to let Ana closer to us. To you.
Also if you think I'm being overdramatic with the therapist thing, it happened to me, and honestly this is my biggest flex
also-also, reading your comments is amazing, they incredibly funny, and they make my heart warm, or idk how you say it in english...
i hope you're alright and vaccinated, or you're waiting to be (i'm waiting for my third currently). i hope you're safe, and take care of yourself, and i love you! bye bye
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