I'm so confused.... all these suppressed feelings are coming up. I can't keep them hidden for much longer... but I'm totally in love with all of my best friends.
But which is the one who loves me back... who I want to be with? If they want to be with me.... Do they even like me? Are they just leading me to more heartbreak. as I'm thinking I start crying about all the things running through my mind
"(Y/n) are you ok in there?" Stephen knocks on the door.
"Y-Yeah.." my voice is an octave higher than usual.
"Love let me in please." Stephen whispers so only I can hear him. I open the door and collapse into his arms.
"Phe... I'm sorry you get to see me like this." I try to sound stronger than I feel.
"Let's go to your room, because dan just chugged a bunch of water." Stephen picks me up princess style and carries me to my room.
"I'm sorry I'm being a baby." I mutter hiding my face I'm in chest.
"Oh shush. You are allowed to cry sometimes. Want to talk about it?" Stephen rubs my back comfortingly.
"I'm just... confused... mostly about how I feel about things... and I can't be more specific without hurting peoples feelings." I whimper.
"Take as much time as you need. There's no rush." Stephen kisses my hair.
"There sorta is.... but thank you phe. You are the best."
"Well I already know that. But it means more from you than you think." He smiles.
"Can you stay in here for a while? I just need you near me right now." I whisper.
"Let me put my pajamas on first. Then I'll stay all night if you want." He places me on my bed.
"Yeah that sounds nice." I smile softly.
Stephen kisses my nose before leaving. I pull myself to my closet and pull some pajamas on. I dare put on something short sleeved and some shorts.
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Finding Her Again (danplan x Reader)
FanfictionHigh school Best friends, Daniel Steven Hosuh and (Y/N), had a fun senior year until one night at a party (Y/N) dragged the group to. Things are fuzzy for everyone for what happened that night and the following week... but they do know that (y/n)...
