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Tinashe's P.O.V
It's been a couple of days since I've shared the great news with Jahseh and he seemed pretty much happy about it but inside I know something was bothering him.

I didn't wanted to ask him until he tells me. I hate forcing others to be express what they feel. It'll drive them crazy and I know for a fact what that feels like.

Christmas is coming up soon and I already know what I'm getting for my loved ones. Since I'm getting money from my job at the library and the music company I'm all covered. Thank god.

Reminder: Yes this is in mid November.

"My hair so hard to do. I don't even know if I wanna let it out or wear a ponytail." I said to myself while getting ready for school.

Same routine everyday. Although I skipped breakfast I wasn't really hungry. I wasn't really into that "Breakfast is the most important meal of the day."

I'll only have a appetite for something I mostly crave for. Like French fries for example. I would eat French fries any day.

After I'm done getting ready I left and went straight to school.

At school.....

"Yo Bae you looking scrumptious." Ski said to Rihanna as they were hugging and kissing near my locker. They're so cute. Crazy how Rihanna seen Stokeley with disfavor at first now they're like love puppies.

"Awwwww." I looked at them smiling after taking out my books for my next class.

"Hey is Jahseh here today? He hasn't called me this morning." I asked Stokeley.

"Nah the last time I talked to him was yesterday." He said.

"Oh..okay thanks." I said with a smile fading.

This has been happening for weeks now. He's been acting weird I don't know if it's me but I think there's something going on that I'm not informed about.

Not jumping into anything until i know what's up with X.

At Gym.....
It was only me today, Becky was sick so she had to stay home we usually talk and get changed together. I changed into a white T-shirt with some black basketball shorts while I was in the locker room.

Suddenly I heard an unbelievable conversation between 2 or more girls one of them sounded like Nia's voice. They all kept laughing and talking. So I just shrugged my shoulders and just went back to finish off what I was doing.

38 Mins After.....

All we had to do was a pacer test and then we headed outside to chill and the whole time I was on my phone scrolling through Instagram. I didn't really know anyone in my gym class since I usually have my own small circle set of people.

I know people but not friends with them if you get what I mean. Some people still don't like me because of what Jahseh would tell them in the past but I don't care.

In life not everyone is going to like you so I'm not really worried about the hate. All I'm focused on is my career and my health that's it. I could careless about who talks shit behind my back.

I have my own true friends that I can talk to about anything and not have to be in the mix. I mean we would argue sometimes but we always bounce back . They have never once switched up on me especially when I told them my secrets. That's why I love them so much.

I went back to the locker room to change back into my regular clothes. Then I heard the girls talking again. One of the girls I had mentioned Jahseh's name so of course I had to listen up closely.

"Omg what was it like getting all up in his pants?" Brittany asked.

"Right, did you at least gave him a blow job." Nikki asked playfully rolling her eyes.

Who could they be bragging about?

"Oh it wasn't like that... well this time it wasn't. I tried to seduce. Although it didn't work but he will want me I'm very sure of that." Nia said.

"Y'all not together?" Nikki asked.

"No dummy remember I told you I was gonna try and get him to be my mine again?" Nia said getting annoyed.

"Oops I actually did forgot." Nikki said.

"Anyways Jahseh Will realize I'm the one he truly wants in his life." She said.

Wait am I hearing things clearly? Did she just said Jahseh's name? And what does she mean by he'll realize she's the one that he wants?

It better be another boy named Jahseh. I can't jump to conclusions until I know for sure it's not my Jahseh she's talking about.

X would never do that to me. He swore to me he wouldn't do anything to hurt me.

I would have to ask him about this to see if it's true or not. Because I don't know what I just heard. It got me thinking and angry at the same time.

5 mins before the bell rang I put on back my regular clothes and just started walking down to the girls bathroom. Some of my tears was rolling down my cheeks.

Apart of me felt hurt it ruined my whole day. Now I feel depressed and worried. What if he was playing me the whole time?

I felt something was off about him these past weeks the way how he would act when he's around me like he was hiding a big secret from me it was weird. I just kept it all in minimum I thought I was only overthinking so I brushed it off.

I'll let him come to me first about it. Psh I highly doubt it's probably gonna be lies all over again.

Maybe I should ask my friends for their opinion. Now that I'm thinking about it. Even Rihanna had her own instincts about Nia being trouble.

I couldn't believe it because usually Nia always seems so damn innocent so I couldn't really see it for myself ya know.

After moments of crying I've decided to go home early just to avoid seeing anyone and forget about this day.

My parents aren't home so I guess I'll give them a call that I wasn't feeling well that I had to come home early so they won't get the wrong idea just like the last time.

I started playing music while I was taking a bubble bath and many thoughts came back and I just started closing my eyes to relax instead.

My phone started buzzing and it said:

Bae❤️💍: hey Wya?


To be continued......

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