How My Bully Turned Into My Boyfriend

10.

Tinashe's P.O.V
The day at the studio felt so amazing. A chance for me to express my own music to the world. 2 days from now or so I would have to shoot a music video for the song. Gosh ima be on camera. It's not like Snapchat where u record yourself for only 5 seconds. It's a 3 or 4 minute video that will eventually go worldwide.

The kids at my school better keep that same energy when I'm fulfilling my dreams. Thanks to Jahseh they never liked me.

It's sick how people would only care if you're rich or dead, could never be me.. ever that's fucked up.

The video will recreate a late 90s early and 2000s style R&B crossover.

It's mostly influenced with the controversy of Aaliyah, Janet Jackson, Michael Jackson, and other dancers who've inspired me in music.

Better I won't mess it up. Forgot to mention that I'm a dancer too. At the age of 4 I started doing tap and jazz dancing, which is another different thing aside from singing.

When I dance, it's a new feeling I don't know how to describe it but it's son wonderful I don't know.

After everything was done, i went home to change into the new outfit I shopped for yesterday I think. For the party someone is hosting tonight from school.

I decided to wear a white crop top with some green sweats and white sneakers that's rolled up it looks like a belly shirt but i fold it.

Check the picture above.

I'm worried I might see Jah there it would put me in a very weird position well unless he comes up to try to talk to me.

He's still angry with me for no reason and it's bothering me I shouldn't even give a fuck.

It's not easy to walk away from someone who u had history with and a positive friendship with.

It's life though I promised I wasn't going to stress myself out.

I added some lipgloss and only dashed it with a little bit of makeup not too much. More like a natural look.

Also with some hoop earrings and curled my hair a little.

I'm already showered and everything since today so I'm good.

I waited for my friends to pick me. Becky is driving so I texted her she should be here in about 5 minutes.

"Girl who you dressing up like that for?" My mom said hugging me.

"Ugh mom you gonna mess me up no offense." I said.

"I'm sorry hun you look so beautiful my little princess is growing up." My mom said pulling away touching my hair.

"Um mom it's not prom yet I have a few more years okay." I laughed.

"I know baby soon you gonna leave me." My mom pouted.

"How will I ever forget you?" I said looking at her with a comfort smile.

"For your birthday you getting a car." My mom said.

I quickly looked at her and gave her a few kisses on the cheek. I've been longing for a car son. Lord knows how much I enjoy walking to school due to the excess of exercising. Having a car? It's a start I get to go on great adventures with my family and friends exploring different places.

"Thanks mom. The driving test though?" I pulled away and asked.

"Whenever you're up for it, we'll call and have them let you take the driving test." My mom said.

I smiled at her with tears eyes. Happy mood man.

I got a text from Rihanna saying they're outside so I said later to my mom and left out the house.

In the car we started playing Wokeuplikethis by Playboi Carti and Lil uzi vert mad loud. We all love that song.

We picked up a few items from the store like drinks and stuff for the party and we didn't reach there for like until 45 minutes.

Expecting for Jahseh to not be here... forget it he's the popular boy so the jokes is on me.

Things between us lately has been tense and weird. He has never talked to me and never pulled me into our hideout spot... Wait his hideout spot i mean.

He likes me and I like him too a lil, need time to process how I'm gonna react to his feelings.

Sorry if it's short guys but stay tuned!!!