How My Bully Turned Into My Boyfriend

20.

Jahseh's P.O.V
I was sleeping peacefully until the same girl now I remember her name. Nia... one of the popular bitches in school. My fault for my language again, called me asking me why I haven't been texting her back.

So I explained to her there was nothing going on between us. Only sex that's it. I shouldn't have slept with her, it was the only way to get over Tinashe or make her jealous at the time. I should've pretended nigga needed some pussy didn't really control myself.

No disrespect to her she doesn't have anything on Tina, unlike her she's beautiful, self worthy, and have great abundance. She's the woman I've dreamed of marrying.

Everyone could suck my dick if they think differently. Nothing is tearing us apart, Not Jarad, Not Nia, or anyone else. From now on it's only about Tinashe & I.

I took a 20 minute hot shower, dressed in my black pants with my red and black revenge sweatshirt and the necklace I have on? Never once took it off in my life it means a lot me like my tattoos on my body and my face.

One time I punched a nigga dead in his face all of because he tried to grab my necklace. I had no other choice but to knock this nigga out... don't touch my shit.

Tinashe is working on her second scene of her music video I won't be with her today since I have to head out to the studio to record these unreleased songs. I miss this girl already. I need her now.

I'm clingy when it comes to someone I love, all my life I've wanted a caretaker to show me that I'm not alone. Tinashe is one of them what would I do without her?

At the parking lot near the shopping center...

"Nah I need a new durag." Ski said staring at himself through his phone. "Nigga don't you got like 20 of them shits? You ain't need more." I said spiffing my blunt. "Bro I know that, I want it in different colors I don't like sticking to only one thing." He said.

I shook my head and be laughed. Ski funny as fuck. That's my vro till the end since middle school days.

"Yo Nia keep trying to talk to me." I said. "Ah shit why?" He asked. "She probably misunderstood the fact that I only used her to get Tinashe jealous, yeah I was wrong too to lead her on." I said.

"Explain everything to her or ignore her that bitch is annoying though she tried to fuck a nigga in the boys bathroom." Ski said. Eww, I mean I would do that with my girl.. but her? That's nasty she tried to fuck the whole school last year.

"Bad for business, my girl and I doing well she's at the video shoot." I said. "My son Jah. Treat her right though. She's giving u a chance to come to terms with yourself." He said.

"Yeah bro I'm trying to change for her and everyone else. If I'm gonna be involved in music I might as well motivate others to follow their dreams and do whatever they can to make this world a positive place." I said.

"Your finna have your own X cult man watch me have mine." He said. "Word." I said taking another spliff.

"Tinashe can't find out I slept with her. She gonna go insane probably never forgive me again." I said. "Eventually She might know." Ski said.

"Why say that?" I asked frowning. "Nia isn't scared to tell her, she already doesn't like her." He said. "So what ima make sure she won't say shit to her." I said as I clenched my teeth.

Apart of me wanted to punch something just the thought of her finding out, she can't know or else ima lose her. Can't happen bruh.

We smoked a couple of more blunts and walked to the park where we met up with the other bros and Nia was with one of them. THOTTY.

"Hey B- , she said as she was about to hug me. "Ahh what's wrong?" Nia asked. "Don't call me that please." I said. "Ur acting weird did someone pissed you off today?" She asked. Yeah you bitch.

"You're making my day bad and why you finna tell Tinashe about us sleeping together?" I asked. "Cause I feel like it is that a complication to you?" She asked smartly.

"You open ur mouth and I guarantee you will not be happy." I said sternly. "Oh I had already opened my mouth." She said winking at me putting her finger tips in her mouth. Dirty ass treesh.

Only one girl could give me head and that's Tina. "Back to the topic, you're not saying shit to my girlfriend. Stay away from her." I said.

"Okay whatever you say." She said simply. "Ight so we done here?" I asked. "Certainly I won't tell a soul." She smirked. The way she's smirking.... mad weird so I walked away shaking my head and played sound cloud on my phone with my black beats headphones on.

Bitch is crazy. Would've thought she could come in between us.

At Home...
"Jahseh i told you to take out the garbage why don't you listen?" My mom said. "Mom I just got home I forgot." I said shaking my head in annoyance.

"Ur behavior is unacceptable I refuse to deal with it." She sucked her teeth. "If this is the last time I have to talk to you don't be surprised what happens next." She said before walking out my room door.

Bad ass day... my mom is already making it worse than it already is. I'm missing my girlfriend so much. Now that she's getting up there I'm afraid I won't have enough time with her.

I need to write down a new song for her I've made a couple songs that refers to her. One day when I take her as my wife or whenever I'm singing this to her.

When Tinashe is not with me a whole half of my heart is gone. Call me crazy or weird that's how it feels for me. I'm so crazy about this girl. No words could be spoken.

Sorry it took me so long guysss school caught up to me!!! Hope you Enjoy!!!