Trouble in Plantation High , when a Beautiful shy teenager Tinashe gets bullied by her classmate Jahseh Onfroy only to notice his affection for her , later they become something more
This whole god damn time it was a freaking dream! Are you kidding me right now? It's not like I enjoyed it I mean I did but ughh... I checked my clock it was only 4 A.M. I'll watch a movie on Netflix. I picked out my favorite movie which is called "Fast & Furious 5" I love all of them tho. I'm not going back to sleep that whole thing just scared me.
I can't be thinking bout Jahseh I was doing well without him I guess.
I got my popcorn set up with my water and realized I had chorus practice tomorrow evening which is perfect. The party is late well not too late late.
At 11:30 A.M
"Tinashe honey Jahseh is at the door, he wants to talk to you." My mom said waking me up.
"Tell him not right now." I said talking into my pillow.
"No, Tinashe Jordan Jones you get up this instant and talk to him. Isn't he your friend?" My mom demanded.
"Use to be." I said getting up putting on my robe.
"I remember you guys were so close at the age of 8." She said.
"Things change ya know." I said.
"Talk to him and see." My mom said and walked out.
I slowly went downstairs and saw him smiling at me.
"Yes Jahseh?" I asked. "Whoa you not gonna give me no hug?" He said opening his arms out.
"Whatever you have to say, say it so I could go back and sleep." I said in a annoyed tone.
"I really gotta talk to you please just once." Jahseh said.
"Okay whatever." I said.
He followed me upstairs to my bedroom and I locked the door so we could have a private conversation about what he wants to tell me.
"Hear me out at least, you're stubborn as fuck." He said.
"Go ahead." I said folding my head.
"Jarad isn't the right nigga for you." He said. "Who said he was?" I asked.
"I'm looking out for you bruh." He said sucking his teeth. "Listen to me I'm tired of you trying to warn me about Jarad. You're ought to make him seem like a bad person and he isn't." I said. "I keep telling you he's only my friend and why the fuck you get to dictate who could be my friend or not?" I said.
"Not in the sense bruh I'm not saying he's bad. I'm just saying y'all don't seem to fit together." He said. "How is it any of your concern? Still not understanding." I said waiting for an answer.
"BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU DAMN!! HOW MANY DAMN TIMES I HAVE TO KEEP SAYING IT BRUH I LOVE YOU TINASHE I ALWAYS HAVE AND ALWAYS WILL." He yelled.
"As a friend or?" I tried to speak up but he stopped me. "More than a friend, I told you this in the closest." He said stepping closer to me. I stood there looking down and rubbing my forehead.
"What am I suppose to say exactly?" I said. "I know you want me too. When I kissed you you kissed me. You felt something I'm not dumb." He looked at me with wisdom eyes.
"I'm not denying anything, I don't like anyone in that way at the moment." I turned around. He turned me back facing him again. "Tinashe you cant lie to me I could read you, your body language and everything, don't start." He said.
"Why are you telling me this now?" I asked. "I was afraid that you would leave me in friendship wise." He told me. "Once those feelings come, it would be awkward between us." He said.
"What if I felt the same way? Would that still matter?" I asked. "No idea, but I know is that you're the person I wanna be with. If you don't want that I'll leave you alone forever." He said walking away.
I can't let him go. I feel guilty he was once important to me in my life and letting him go like this isn't how I wanted it to be. "Wait don't go." I stopped him. "Jahseh after everything i... I still care about you." I said.
"In what way Tinashe?" He asked turning around to me.
I might be gaining feelings for him. If I wasn't I would've let him walk right out of that door.
"Friendship. I might even start liking you romantically also." I said with a small smile. I lied, I'm lying to myself I think I'm falling for him. Before he started bullying me. He was lost but goofy. I loved it he was himself that's how it all started mostly his personality. He's sexy let's not leave that part out too.
"You are? Or you're not only saying that to play with my feelings?" He says. "No no who does that?" I said.
"You're changing I get it I believe in second chances. I believe you would do right. I miss our friendship tho. Can we just become friends again first before we take the next step?" I said.
"I'm sorry Tinashe but I can't." He breathed heavily.
"Why not?" I frowned. "Because I don't wanna be friends. I love you more than that and what if I throw you in Jarad's arms?" He said.
"Jahseh you overthinking this. I can't jump into a relationship right now. I need time to think this through." I sighed.
"Ight ima leave. Goodbye." He walks out my room. Way to go to mess up things is he really mad because I'm not ready for a relationship right now? I just forgave him I even allowed him to be my friend again he should be very lucky.
I honestly feel like shit now maybe I should apologize.
I showered up and lotion my skin up with some of the stuff from bath and body works. I put on my signature outfit that I mostly wear it looks like this:
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My style is mostly tomboyish it's fits me. Special occasions I would dress up girly depending on my mood.
I took a cab to the studio and it was really huge with a warm temperature, other places I've went to were cold I literally almost died.
"Hi Ms. Jones you ready for your vocal warmups?" My coach said. "Yup I sure am." I answered.
I'm kinda nervous, I'm at studio where people release their songs and that's a whole big thing. I know I'll do great. Nothing to worry about it's a piece of cake ya know.
I went inside the singing booth with the headphones on, and prepared myself.
"Be sure to relax your voice. Either way you'll sound great." The coach said.
Give me all that you got now Make you want me cause I'm hot now I'm gone, so faded I'm on one Bang bang, pop off like a long gun
If you a lame, nigga you ain't making no noise Get faded, turn up with the big boys Live fast, die young that's my choice Get money, Get money like an invoice
We can mob all in the whip Make the money make a grip I be stunting with my clique Getting faded till we trip
