How My Bully Turned Into My Boyfriend

35.

At Jahseh's House
"Hello? Is anyone home? Hello?" I stepped in the house slowly.

The place was dark and the only  noise I heard was the sound of the refrigerator. Next thing I knew I felt my mouth being covered by a hand and a scream was let out.

I felt myself being dragged into a different room that seem familiar but it was still dark and next thing I knew I was being tied around the chair.

I seen Jahseh walking up to me and caressing my face.

"Jahseh where have you been why am I tied up like this? I asked while looking around.

"Cause we need to talk." Jahseh said bending down towards me.

"Oh really by tying me up? How wonderful. These seems terrifying." I said.

"I know baby but Its the only way for me to actually talk to you about this without interruptions." He said.

"Jah we already done discussed this I need space and time to think about this and it seems like ur going against my wishes." I said getting irritated.

"I do respect your wishes bruh. I just couldn't bare seeing you everyday pretending we dont know each other. Not being able to kiss you, hug you, laugh with you, or even eat with you. That's why you haven't been seeing me at school. I couldn't face you. My soft ass would start getting emotional." He said.

Tears rolled down my cheeks not having the thought how this whole thing is not only affecting me but its affecting him too. I feel so bad.

Like I'm the reason why he hasn't been coming to school. If he sees me he'll break down not having to do the things that he would do with me when we weren't having problems.

I dont want him missing out on anything just because of me.

So much guilt has crossed my mind.

"Jah- I tried to finish off my sentence. "Please come and untie me let's talk about this." I said softly.

He untied me and he begin wiping my tears and kept on apologizing for having to tie me up like this.

I know he didnt meant no harm. That's why I wasn't really getting mad I was just scared and confused as to why.

"I love you Tina and you know I wouldn't do anything to hurt you." He said looking deeply into my eyes.

"I love you too." I said giving him a small smile. "I'm just still mad but hey we're a couple and it's our job to fight through whatever we can. You've done so much to prove me that you actually wanna be around me. I love this." I continued.

"No one could ever take your place in my heart. You're worth anything. I'm the luckiest man in the world to have you. Those years that I've spent being friends with you right there I knew I had fallen in love with you. It was crazy but it was true. It took me so long to get everything out but I'm happy I got you. If I didnt I wouldn't stop being a bully and the opposite of what other people think of me." Jahseh said.

"Oh X I love you so much. I'm sorry I didnt notice ur affections until we had gotten older. I honestly feel so bad. I was very dense wasn't I? I said looking down.

"That's one thing it's not your fault and you are not dense. Not everyone is gonna figure out other people's feelings just in a glance it's not easy to figure out." He said.

"I'm actually glad I waited till now."

"Really why?" I asked.

"I guess it was the right time for you to actually know about my feelings." He said. "You know since we're older now."

"Wow.. I mean we've always looked at each other as close friends and now look where we are. We're becoming something more." I smiled.

"I wanna kiss you so bad but I dont wanna make you feel a aw- With that I just kissed him without any hesitation and we just started making out.

"Mmmmm" I moaned. And Jahseh started putting his hands underneath my shirt cupping my boobs giving them a slight pinch which caused me to grab his neck harder.

Although I had to stop him. I  wasn't ready.

"Jah.. Jah let's just wait okay." I said looking at me.

He gave me a understanding nod and hugged me.

"Whenever you're ready mamas I don't want to pressure you into something you dont want to do." He said.

"Thanks." I said hugging him tighter.

"Ight so let me take you home." He said getting up and letting out a hand. I smiled at it and took his hand.

We got in Jahseh's car and he had to go stop for gas and he had offered to buy me food. 

At Home.......
I got a call from my parents they will be coming back next week. I've missed them so much its kinda boring without them being here but it kinda helped me out a bit because now I could learn how to do things on my own.

I rushed into my bed, did my homework, and clicked on Instagram and seen the same old timeline posts. There's hardly anything new on this app. That's how I barely go on it. I mostly be on snap just to take videos of myself. I guess you could say that I'm not really camera shy.

I watched Becky's story with her and bruno cuddling up together. They're really the cutest and I seen Jarad's story where he's showing his TV of him playing fortnite I'm guessing.

Boys nowadays shaking my head.

Well for the whole night I was on snapchat watching people's stories and I was on the phone with jahseh until we both fell asleep on the phone.

I was exhausted as fuck......

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