A Sinner's Game: THE SINNERS SERIES

chapter two

| nyah |

The punching bag stopped swinging with each of my hits. I grunted as I moved to swing but the bag shifted away from my eyeview.

My eyes widened as I steadied myself from falling. I immediately frowned as l grabbed my punching bag back and Kane's face came into view.

"I swear to God-" I cursed as I threw the bag back in his direction and walked away.

"Ny, stop running away from me."

"Leave me alone!" I said loudly as I moved towards the door.

I froze as the punching bag that was hanging by a chain a few moments ago, just missed my face and collided with the fire exit.

I spun around to face him as he casually stood there, hands in his pockets.

"You are not serious." I deadpanned.

"Fight me if you want, if that makes you feel better."

I crossed my arms as I slowly walked towards him. I stepped over the debris that scattered my favourite rundown gym.

"You know I gave up killing people some time ago-"

"I said fight, not kill." He interjected.

"I promise you, you meant kill." I assured him.

"After watching your psychotic, narcissistic, selfish friend-"

"Noo, I'm not interested in hearing about how you feel about a situation you caused-"

"After watching your psychotic, narcissistic, selfish friend mercilessly kill the love of my life," I repeated in a louder voice.

"I no longer have any interest in seeing blood if it's not his, or yours. Preferably both."

Silence filled the large space.

Distant nightlife and wind filled it instead.

"Nyah you have to understand that I am not following you around and chasing you down for his sake."

"THEN WHAT IS IT FOR?!" I screamed.

"Why are you here? Why won't you leave me alone?!" I continued.

"I have lost a lot. I have lost too fucking much because of you, and because of him. I tell you to leave me alone and you can't seem to grasp the concept that I might actually be fucking serious-"

"Nyah-"

"Cut me off again and I will cut off your dick."

He visibly flinched at my statement.

"It has taken everything in me not to hunt and kill your friend the way he killed Jaxon, but if you don't let me and Serena heal the way we need to, I swear I will go on a rampage and I will kill every single person you have laid eyes on and you will be left completely alone on this earth. You will know no one other than me."

"Tell his friends that thought they could run off with his body after LETTING HIM DIE," I yelled loud enough soo they could hear me.

I know they're in the area.

"You really thought out could bring them near me and think I wouldn't notice?" I scoffed and I looked up at him, guilt etched in his face.

"You make sure to tell them that I am coming for them." I warned as I took a few steps back, whilst pointing to Kane.

"You thought Nyah Stevens was dangerous? The Black Storm?"

"I am your worst nightmare come to life, one your dreams have yet to experience."

𐐒𐐚 ° ˚ ₒ ∞ 𐐒𐐚 ° ˚ ₒ ∞ 𐐒𐐚

"So for our first session we're not going to go too deep into how you're feeling..."

I hate this already.

I thought it would be a good idea, but now that I'm sitting here in this insanely comfortable sofa, with tissues on the ready incase I punch my therapist in the face, and a fruity scent filling the room with a touch of wood, I really regret this decision.

"Did you hear my question?" He asked.

"Sure."

Nope.

"Nyah, I am here to help. We are going by your pace so I am not rushing you, but a little bit of progress everyday goes a long way."

"Just start by saying a sentence, and we can go from there." He urged.

"I threatened someone I used to call a friend."

"Why?"

I sighed heavily.

I mean it felt like the adult decision to do at the time, and I do wanna move on, so I assumed the first step would be therapy.

"Nyah?"

"I don't not want to talk about it, I just can't."

"Fine. No disclosure then."

Interesting......

"He hurt me."

He raised his eyebrow at me. "Oh I assume you want names cause I'm gonna be talking about a lot of different people,"

"Yes, that would be helpful."

"Kane. Kane hurt me."

I glanced down at my hands.

"H-He's like a brother, but he will always choose my ex boyfriend over me, no matter what psychotic or sadistic thing he does, Kane will forever choose him, a-and hurt me."

"He'll come back and ask for forgiveness, and then he'll choose him again, and the cycle continues." I explained quietly.

"And who is this ex-boyfriend?"

"River. His name is River."