It was 4 years ago.
4 years since I first said it.
"I love you."
To be honest I was really scared that you weren't going to return my feelings. I was scared that you didn't love me anymore. I pulled you into a hug so that you would feel my love.
I realised that my heart was going crazy. So crazy that I could hear it within my brain.
Did u hear it too. My heat was beating for you. I wanted to tell you that my heart only beats for you, but if I did would it have made any difference?
Would you have believed me even the slightest bit in the future?
"I love you too."
Hearing that made me so happy. I could have kissed you then. But now I regret not doing it.
Would anything have changed if I did?
Why am I still asking myself all these pointless questions?
Time has already passed but I'm looking at the past even though I know I can't turn back time. But what can I say.
I loved you then, truly.
If only you would believe the words I want to say now.
I still love you.
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Losing you
RomanceFive years ago the thought of loosing you hurt more than anything/five years ago I didn't even think I'll want you So why doesn't it hurt now/so why do the memories hurt even more now
