DEAR ANGEL | Seungjin [On Hold]

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Seungmin's POV (Flashback 06/06/2019)

(Warning: Mentions of suicide and blood)

I unlocked the door to my house while trying to not drop all the plastic bags in my hand.

I had just come back from the supemarket after about two hours.

I had went to the supermarket for picking up a few food items but it took a lot longer than expected.

Usually Hyunjin would come with me too but today he wasn't feeling that well.

I had said that we can go grocery shopping any other time but he told me to go and that he will just sleep for a bit.

After I managed to unlock the door, I entered the house and closed the door behind me with my right foot.

I went into the kitchen and put all the plastic bags with the food onto the kitchen counter.

There wasn't anything frozen in the items I had bought so I decided I would keep the food items in there places afterwards.

I was really tired because of the shopping trip so after that I directly went to my and Hyunjin's bedroom.

"Angel I am back!" I yelled and opened the door to our bedroom.

Hyunjin was sleeping on the bed.

"He is still sleeping?" I said to myself while pouting.

I went near him and touched his forehead.

He was cold. Quite cold actually and he also looked really.. pale?

"He looks sick," I said to myself while frowning.

I went outside the room and grabbed the bottle of paracetamol tablets from the first aid box.

Then I went to the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water and then I went back into the room.

"Wake up angel," I said as I shook Hyunjin a little bit but he showed no signs of waking up.

I shook him a few more times but he just would not wake up.

I have no choice. I thought and I pulled his blanket.

Hyunjin would get really angry if someone pulled his blanket of off him while he is sleeping but it would wake him up so I had to do it.

I yanked the blanket of off him, "Rise and Shine Angel-" my eyes widened seeing the white bedsheets soaked in blood.

"Oh god."

"H-hyunjin?"

Blood was seeping out through the long and deep cuts made on Hyunjin's wrists and falling onto the bedsheet.

"No no no no."

I grabbed Hyunjin's hand.

"Jinnie please wake up. Please," I said and started shaking him vigorously.

"P-please," I leaned down and put my ear on his chest.

No heartbeat.

"Oh god. Hyunjin I- please wake up. Please please-"

I got up and grabbed my phone from my back pocket.

I couldn't see clearly because of the tears in my eyes.

I just tapped on any number saved in my contacts list.

"Hello? Seungminie?"

"W-woojin hyung, I- Hyunjin is- h-hyunjin is-"

"Wait what happened Minnie? Why are you crying?"

"P-please just c-come here....a-and call an.. a-ambulance."

"I am coming okay. Just please don't cry-"

I hung up the phone and then started shaking Hyunjin again. "Jinnie p-please wake up."

"Please?"