DEAR ANGEL | Seungjin [On Hold]

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Dear Angel,

Like I said in my previous letter,
I opened the envelope from you
a few hours ago and there was a
letter inside it.

I couldn't write right after I read it
because I was just crying too much.
I couldn't stop crying for at least
3 continuous hours.

I am not gonna lie I wanted to hate
you for leaving me like this but
I just couldn't.
I could never hate you.

I am sorry. No wait scratch that.
Since you don't want me to feel sorry,
I will do just that for you Hyun.
I don't know how else to say this though.

I feel bad?
Yeah that seems right.
I feel bad that I couldn't understand
the pain you were going through.
And angel you were not weak.
You were not weak at all.
You were, are and will be the strongest
person I know.
You held on for so long with out telling
anyone.
I can't imagine how horrible it must feel
but I just wish I could turn back time
and take away all the pain from you.

About why I loved you?
It's simple, I loved you because
you were you.
You were Hwang Hyunjin, you were
my idiot, my life, my love, my angel,
my everything.
My bad let me correct that.
You still are all of those things to me.

I promise to at least try to move on.
Just for you.
Just because you want me to.
I can't gurantee that I would actaully
succeed but I will try my best.
It will take some more time for me
to get myself together and to move on
but I will do it for you.

Thank you so much for every
moment and every memory angel.

Oh and don't be sorry for anything.

~From your Sunshine
01/10/2020