Love is everything, but simple. [Sequel To Just A Friend]

I Hold Your Heart, But I Can't Have It...

Okay, so I had to update or it would bother me until I do. Super sorry for the wait. I try to upload at least, both of my current stories on the weekend, and If not as soon as I possibly can.

Now there's THREE songs to this chapter. :O I know lol. First is "Adorn" by Miguel.. :D I absolutely LOVE that song. Second is "Let's go" By Calvin Harris ft. Ne-yo, also a great song. And third is "Die in your arms" a re-make of Justin Bieber's "Die in your arms" by Ariana Grande and her voice is ABSOLUTELY AMAZING, so check out the video there, to the side!

& now enjoy! (:

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"Basically I'm saying here, I can't live without my baby. Loving you is so damn easy for me, yeah. Ain't no need for contemplating. Promise you won't keep me waiting, tell me baby I'm all you need!" -Ariana Grande ♥

I inhaled and exhaled with all my might trying to tame my shaky breathes. 5 minutes after leaving Trey on the dance floor I sat in a bathroom stall, just balling my eyes out. All the memories of our last two years in high school and just our overall memories seemed to depress me. And more so because that’s all I had right now, were memories of Trey and I. I felt lost and didn’t know what direction I was going in with life.

It was a lot that happened between Trey and I during our freshman year in college, and at the end of that I’m still here now, thinking about what could have been--

“Abby?” I heard of voice call out through the loudness of the music. My head shot up and I stopped crying. “Are you in here?” They continued to call out.

I failed to respond because of the dryness of my throat, so instead I wiped away the running mascara and wiped my nose and made myself a bit presentable. I unlocked the stall door, but before I opened it fully I fixed my appearance, straightened out my hair and sniffled one more time.

“I’m here- I’m right here.” I said trying to talk through my cracked voice.

“Abby have you’ve been crying?” Jasmine spoke, but I couldn’t hear the words, I read it from her lips. Her left hand rested on my right forearm and the most I could give was a shake of my head because if I nodded yes or spoke I would cry instantly.

I looked over the shoulder of Jasmine and behind her stood Asia and Uria and they looked concerned.

“Are you sure you’re okay Abby? I mean if it’s too much to be around him, we can go—“

I stopped Jasmine by raising my hand. I’m not a party pooper and I’m not going to start being one tonight because of Trey. Though it hurts to be around him, I’m not ruining our girls’ night out! “Don’t be silly” I spit out. “We came here for a fun girls’ night out to get my mind off things and if I can’t get rid of the thought of him then I’ll embrace it, but you guys just met these guys and I’m not going to interrupt.” I stopped abruptly realizing I’ll have to go back out there and be with him. And as much as my body is warmed to the thought of being engulfed in him, it also broke my heart.

“Stop, we can always meet up with these guys another time, but we’re not going to let you torture yourself.” Uria added.

“Yeah, we all can see how much it hurts to be around him and we’re not going to ignore your feelings for our own good.” Asia concluded.

“We’re going back out there and we’re going to have some fucking fun, if it kills me!” I shouted, but not at them. I shouted it basically at myself.  I was trying to tell myself to toughing up and grow some balls. “Let’s go. I think I can handle a few more drinks and a couple more dances, and if not I’ll leave and you guys stay.” I bargained.