36. Final goodbyes

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Pia's pov - "Yes?" ogras asked in his phone talking with one of our gang member.

"Alright" he said again and kept his call. Me and belna looked at him silently. He kept driving not focusing his attention on us. Avex was staring out of the window, sitted on the passenger seat. Me and belna were sitted backside in ogras's Range Rover.

"What is it ogras?" belna asked.

"Henry and his boys reached there" He said not removing his eyes from the road. Henry. I can't even think about him before feeling guilty. This guilt will eat me alive everyday till the day I die. I totally deserve it. He is too good for me. He deserves way better than me, maybe he will get a girl in future who will love him and will not betray him. I swallowed thinking, but I can't be selfish. I know he will never forgive me but atleast he should forget me for his own sake.

"We should reach there before something happens" Avex said Stone coldly. Ogras nodded.

No one spoke anything after that. We reached on the tracks exactly 10 min after that. As we reached near, I saw both the gangs standing opposite each other. Henry's fist clenched and rage consuming him. Carter was ashamed and guilty, he was looking down. Rest all the boys were standing with blank expressions, not knowing what to do. Ogras directly parked our car front of them.

They all turned to look at us. Nobody went out, waiting for me.

"Ready?" belna asked softly. I took a deep breath and nodded. I got out of the car, followed by Avex, belna and ogras. Everyone looked at us in confusion. It felt like deja vu, when I raced with carter and Henry. I walked straight not looking at Henry at all, masking my expressions. Nobody said anything waiting for me to clear the confusion.

I walked and stood directly in front of carter. He looked at me questionably. How I trusted and considered him my good friend. But now thinking about my parents, Henry and my friends parents, all I can think is how much I feel dead inside.

"Pia... " He started softly when nobody spoke anything. Before he can finish anything I punched him square in the jaw. He stumbled backwards shocked, holding his jaw. Belna, Avex and ogras stood without moving, expecting this. All the boys stood shocked there. Rage was consuming me.

"Pia... What.. " Carter started again but again I went and kneed him in his groin. He was not fighting back which angered me even more. Third time when I started towards him, edi came front of me.

"Woah... Pia, What's going on?" He asked holding his both hands front of him, stopping me. Liam and Xavier went near carter to help him stand.

"Edi, move" I said venomously.

"Listen, pia... Whatever he has done he is sorry for that" edi spoke again.

"His sorry doesn't matter now" Avex spoke blankly.

"Pia... What happened?" Henry spoke from behind me. No. No. Don't look. Don't look behind. When I stood unmovingly without speaking anything. He came behind me, holding my arm, he turned me to look at him. His body heat radiating, his cologne and his piercing stare at me. But I don't look at him, I can't without feeling guilty. I closed my eyes and took deep breath. I took few steps back from him not meeting his eyes.

I turned and looked at carter again clearing my head.

"How do you feel Huh? Taking life's like its nothing" I asked him spitting every word. He again looked questioningly at me. Nobody dared to say anything.

"What? Can't talk now?" I asked again.

"Pia, what is going on... " Liam asked this time. I never removed my eyes from Carter.

"It will be good if nobody interrupt her" ogras said from behind.

"Pia... I am sorry if I did anything but can you at least tell what I did, to make you so angry" carter asked limping.

"What you did? You sure have more guts than I thought. You want to know, right? Then fucking listen... You took all my happiness from me, you killed all the people I used to love, You killed my parents, because of you today my friends are suffering, because of you my sister is having no one blood related than me, because of you everyday guilt is killing me and because of you I am walking dead here" I shout at him rage consuming me.

Everyone looked at me wide eyed.

"I-I Pia... I swear I did nothing... You are mistaken.. " Carter tried to say. I went towards him snatching his collar and giving him one tight slap. He fell down, again Xavier went to his side.

"You know who I am? Do you know? No. You don't know. Nobody knows" I said looking at everyone now. They all were wearing mixed emotions like confusion, shock, scared.

"The leader of blackblood was my dad"
I said making everyone snapp out and look at me with shock and jaw hanging. Rick, James and Daneils eyes were so big that they may pop out of the socket. Liam and Xavier were avoiding me. Carter and edi stood mouth hanging low and trying hard to believe. Last look I took at Henry and immediately regreted it. He was directly looking at me with shock and hurt covering his features. It must have been too much of a shock to hide his hurt.

"You... You fooled us all Pia... I-I really loved you but you..." Carter said.

"There was nothing to fool around Carter. I only hide my identity. I considered you all my friends, I never ever betrayed or backstabbed you, knowing we are enemies" I said narrowing my eyes at him.

"Henry we should go" Daneil said.

"No. I am not finished" I said. I again looked at carter.

"My sister and her friends went somewhere because they couldn't take the hurt anymore. If anything happens to either of them, I will kill you" I said dangerously low.

"I deserve that" he mumbled.

"No. You deserve worse, don't think I am letting you go. Go home and you will get what you deserve" I said in cold tone.

"Shit" Edi swore and went to bring their car with Liam running behind him.

"Come on carter, we need to go" Xavier said pushing carter. Carter never looked in my eyes and started walking but stopped beside me. He looked at me with hurt covering his face, and blood shot eyes.

"Maybe you will never forgive me, but if I was knowing the truth, I would have never hurt you intentionally. I am really sorry. But still now I can't stop loving you. Maybe I'll not stop loving you at all. As you said I deserve worst... Nothing is worse than loosing you. Goodbye angel... It will be better if I suffer in my own guilt without hurting you" He said softly but everyone heard it. My throat started burning but I swallowed back my tears. I had one more boy to attend which will be the toughest.

After carter and his boys went. I turned towards Henry. He was looking down, completely devastated. Belna came from my backside.

"Pia, we will be in the car waiting for you" she said and motioned Rick, James and Daneil to go in their own. But they didn't. I can understand no one will leave their best friend with a girl who betrayed, hurt and killed his friends parents. I nodded towards her, telling it's fine. My friends went giving me comforting nods and Henrys friends stood behind him, ready for anything. Henry still stood looking down. I approached him slowly.

"Henry... I don't deserve your forgiveness but I am really sorry. Try to atleast forget me and move on, it will be best for you... Again I am really sorry... You don't have to say anything" I said so softly controlling my rapidly beating heart and trying not to choke. When he didn't said anything I blinked back my tears and turned around.

"Goodbye henry" I said now one tear sliding down from my eye and I started walking. It was heartbreaking to look at him like that. I was disappointed and hurt because he haven't atleast said me goodbye. But everything is understandable.

I walked inside our car and ogras took off. After 5 min, I got a text from my gang.

"killed the target"

Today I officially lost everything.

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