Today i want a break
Today i want the clouds to fall out of the
sky
Today i want my heart to beat out of my chest
Today i want to sing
Today i wanna die
Today i think we should stay close to home
Today i wanna run far past my road sign
Today i started bleeding
Today is the day that i will be nothing but me
Today i am a bag of personas
Today i think of memories
That makes it hard to breath
Today i think of her
Him
Them
All of their hands on me
squeezing my Heart
My hips
Now i need a shiny tip
Today i stare at my hands till they bleed
Today i don't want to be touched
But I'll still act like its what I've been
craving all along
Today i want you to fall apart
Today i want destruction
Today i want teeth grinding fun
Or rage
Whichever one
Give me some
Something
to chew on
Today i want us
to be back on the road again
Today i think i could fly to you
Get on a plane and feel your chest
Against mine
Today i will die
But i might stay
So please don't walk away
Today is fresh
but memories stick in the air like honey on my lips after your kisses
Today i will break bread
Today i will turn a leaf
Today i might just be the stubborn fuck i will always be
Z.H.
