It has become an expectation
No more a second guess
Just a jump on it
A common experience
No more a giggle behind our hands
No longer do shameful stares follow you around
No more a sin stuck between your teeth
Have we lost our boundaries?
Have we lost our worth?
Have our space bubbles popped?
Or is something else we are not looking at
Did we stop pretending?
Except we need it?
Agree it's worth it?
Pine for it
The forbidden fruit
The not so forbidden anymore
We swallow it whole now
Juice dripping down our chin
Then chase it with spit
Did you get Get freaky with it?
Did you want it
Was it ooo baby good
Did you itch for more when you were done
Was it a high
A toe-curling
Lip biting
Sweat dripping time
Or was there bleach in that tall glass of water
Did you feel the shame knocking at the door
Then disgust
A sprinkle of fear
A shred of guilt
Did You play it over again
Rewrite it in your head
Did you run home
Jump in the shower and scrub it all off
Did you scrub till you turned red
We say it like it's our second language
We act on it as we know
Do we think about our boundaries?
The spells that can be cast with the connection of skin on skin
Did you freeze
Or did you run
Did you break the spell or let it take you in
Are we locked in
Locked to the idea of what we are supposed to be
Supposed to do
Are we chained down
tied up?
Handcuffed?
Or
Are you just a kinky motherfucker
Z.H.
