SOPE

J-hope

I have no idea when it happened but I have officially fallen in love with yoongi-ah. There I said what all of you wanted to hear but I have no idea if I'm going to tell him incase it ruins our friendship but if I do then when and how!? Oh no. I'm panicking, breath Hoseok... breath. OK I know that it has been growing inside of me for a long time now and I'm not completely sure when it started but I know that it was obvious that I was infatuated by him when I couldn't stop staring at him when he smiles or laughs. I love it when he compliments me or when we get to hang out together but his insults hurt a little even though I know he's joking. I guess he wouldn't understand. I'm just being silly now. The best thing he ever did was call for me when he was feeling particularly bored and tired. I just try to make him as happy as I can. And to be honest I didn't really mind when we couldn't shoot a music video because he kept laughing every time he looked at me. It means I make him happy right. Either that or I'm missing something.
          Because of him, my favourite song to perform is Otsukara because it's about love and happiness and I'm alone on the stage with him. I felt so happy when he sang my song after getting an award (which I'm so proud of him for) but couldn't sing his song so he sang mine! I was and am flattered.