SOPE

JH

"So basically Jungkook told me that he has a crush on two people." I said holding my breath, "Who?" he asked confidently. I refused to look at Yoongi as I said it. I rushed the words with my eyes closed. "Tae and Jimin." Silence. I waited for what felt like hours but was probably a minute. Slowly, I raised my head to look at Yoongi. "Please don't say anything about it to anyone," I pleaded, barely audible "I do want to live." He stood there motionless, his eyes empty, his mouth was hanging open in shock. I looked at him as he composed himself and closed his mouth, he seemed to be looking through me, like I wasn't there, like he wasn't here, he was in his own world of thoughts and confusion. I understood why. Army had always shipped him with both, it was like a war between taekook and jikook and he was only making it worse for himself but he couldn't help it; of course he couldn't he was only in love. I knew that feeling. "Why didn't he want me to know, I know how it feels too," He murmured to no-one in particular. "Maybe it has something to do with you wanting to murder him a few hours ago?" I suggested, refusing to look at him again. "So what? I always want to kill everyone!" Yoongi said defensively. I looked at the floor and frowned to myself, "everyone except you of course!" he quickly said. I smiled, still looking down "OK but still don't tell anyone or mention it to him I already feel like I betrayed him by telling you," I almost cried. I hated feeling guilty, my sins flow in my head and I can't sleep or concentrate, I'm just stuck in a world of torture and resentment until the dreadful emotion passes over. " I'm going to bed," I lied, walking towards and up the steps. I climbed the stairs but I only got to the fourth step when someone grabbed my wrist. I faced them and watched as they stared defiantly into my eyes. "I'm coming with you," Yoongi whispered through his gummy smile.