SOPE

Sunshine

"I don't feel well," I groaned to Yoongi, he was sat next to me while I was laying in the bed curled up in the sheets. Last night had stressed me out immensely and I didn't sleep much. "It's fine don't, worry about it. I'll tell Namjoon that you're sick ok?" He said soothingly. "Thanks," was all I could manage.
He didn't leave me though, I saw him texting Namjoon and I realised that he was going to stay, thank God. At lunch Yoongi carried me downstairs since the others were out. I looked at Yoongi as he effortlessly carried me, he looked sad though and a bit week. "Are you OK?" I asked tentatively. He nodded once but didn't pay much attention to the question. "Hold on a sec." I said as he brought us to a hult, My hands cupped his face, "Are you really OK?" I asked more seriously . This time he said and did nothing. "What's going on? " I questioned, "You can tell me," I wiped a single tear from his face. "Am I t-the reason yo-your i-i-ill ?" He mumbled under his breath. "Oh my God of course not, how could you think that!?" I almost yelled in shock. I was holding him tight to me when he barely said "Now your angry at me aren't you?" I pulled me head back from his shoulders so I good see his face and I said in the most assertive tone I could manage "I will never be angry with you. Never!" before bringing him back to my chest so he couldn't answer back.
There was a sudden creak of the floor boards, we looked over to see Junkook again. "How long have you been there!" Yoongi growled. "A while," Junkook said timidly, he looked scared for his life. I looked at Yoongi and almost screamed. He looked like he was going to kill someone, and junkook was his target. I suddenly understood his thought process, and it was not good. "Yoongi calm down," I cried clinging to him as tightly as I could, "Jungkook Is not the one who made me fell sick!" I protested. "Then who did!" he breathed, not looking at me, his eyes were fixed in Junkook's every movement. "No-one," I yelled starting to panic. I turned to Junkook to change the subject; "Why are you here anyway?" I asked. "Um, I forgot my sunglasses, " he murmered, reaching out for a chest of draws next to the door. I turned away to look at Yoongi before he hurt him when Junkook spoke up "And Hoseok, I need to talk to you when we come back,... alone," he added, looking at Yoongi while doing so, and the he left. "Please don't," Yoongi pleaded as soon as he left. "I have to Yoongi I can't just ignore him for the rest of my life can I?" I reminded him helplessly. He knew I was right but he still begged, "please," he cried almost silently now. I just shook my head as a tear rolled down his face. "I'll be fine Yoongi I promise," I told him as I buried my head in his chest so he wouldn't see me cry.
We had left over katsu chicken in the fridge but we didn't talk throughout the meal. I doubt it was because he was hungry. He knew the others would be back soon and I was not looking forward to it. Normally I give him energy when he's tired but I had no energy to give him. I was scared. Scared for Jungkook , scared for Yoongi, scared for us, scared for everyone, everyone but me. I knew I would be fine if anything happened to me, but I new that Yoongi wouldn't be able to live with himself and would automatically blame himself for any emotional or physical harm done and that was the last thing I wanted.