SOPE

Hoseok

      Did he really just say that!? I thought to myself, no he must have been joking! But he didn't look like he was joking he looked serious. I was crying now, I was so happy! Happier than normal, it was the best feeling ever.
      "Are you OK Hoseok? I'm sorry," He mumbled ashamed of himself.
     "Sorry for what I said I love you too Yoongi I love you!" I said confidently through my streaming tears. He looked stunned at first then unconvinced.
        "Really! Are you sure Hoseok?"
       "Yes Yoongi, I'm 100% sure. Wait... But how are we supposed to tell the band!?
I asked in sudden panic.
     "What will they think? Will they kick us out of BTS?! "
I was rambling now. Yoongi laughed grimly at the thought
  "No Hoseok they wouldn't kick us out but I'm not sure how they will react. Maybe for now we should keep it quiet."
   "OK," I said a little bit calmer than before but that was all I could manage. I was still not over the original shock of it all and my mini panic attack did not help the situation. Yoongi took me in the other room to calm down, he sat me on the sofa next to him, wrapped me in a blanket and gave me a hot chocolate. How could I not help but love him I thought as a rested my head on his shoulder and fell asleep. Today had been a long day. Amazing. But long.