[fourteen]
05/24/17
Dear Seokjin,
Sorry for not writing back.. I just don't feel good. Mentally. Everything is draining, I know it has nothing to do with the baby,they are doing okay. What I don't understand is if I'm falling into depression worse than I already was in. Oh, that thing we talk need to talk about. It's actually a lot worse than I thought it was. Well I have to go. I love you.
, yoongi♡
Yoongi hesitatingly clicked send as he then dropped his head down on the desk and sighed deeply. He then started to pout looking at his hands seeing that his hands were starting to swell. "Dammit.." he mumbled.
His thoughts were running wild as he then were thrown out of them finding his hand on his belly and felt a small flutter causing him to gasp. "Hey baby.. I'm sorry.. I've got a lot going on in my mind right now. I've been struggling right now. Wow I must sound crazy talking to basically nobody but I honestly don't care right now.. I'd rather talk to you then.. well then listen to my thoughts overpowering me.
He could feel another flutter "are you talking to me baby..?" He laughed a bit feeling another "Wow.. you're going to be so freakin beautiful, just like your daddy.. you're going to love him.. he's tall, handsome, smart, he's got the worst dad jokes but that doesn't matter. I hope you won't be mad at him for not being here.. I know.. that.. well I know that he wishes he could be here with us."
"I always said I go to sleep by myself.. but I'm absolutely retarded I've got you baby.." he said sweetly. "I miss your daddy.. he's the kindest man ever. He deserve so much respect.." he said feeling himself crying.
"Oh my gosh.. stop it.." he chuckled. "I love you.." he said wiping his face and let his hair fall over his eyes.
YOU ARE READING
dear seokjin,
Fanfiction|m.yg x k.sj| Yoongi is lost after his husband left for the military, he grows anxious as it seems he suddenly grows ill. When he ends up finding out he was pregnant he begins to panic that his husband won't be home when he gives birth. Will he?
