Seokjin spent almost a month and a half away from his husband, he didn't know the younger was in the hospital, he was in a bad state, the baby was barely surviving but the male was doing the best he could. He was getting special care whilst but he was falling into a really depressive state. He almost refused to eat, but he ate because he needed his son to be okay. If anything, if one thing had to survive between his marriage, the baby, or himself he would rather the boy survive more than anything. His relationship had gone down to shit he didn't even know if it was possible for him to just go on, it sounds stupid to give up because a relationship went badly but the couple went through absolutely everything. Seokjin and Yoongi knew each other since they were young, Seokjin knowing Yoongi since he was a newborn. They went through school together and the elder had waited for Yoongi before he went to college having gone together since he didn't want the boy to be all alone. They had been together since the day Yoongi graduated high school, the older proposed to him when they were almost graduated from college. Yoongi was so happy when he did, he was so excited to be able to say yes that day.
The day the two got married they were both nervous but they were happy by the end of the day, they were so glad they had each other. When the man went to enlist for their country Yoongi struggled to hold up, but the problem was that after the eighteen months apart, they had almost two years before they call for Seokjin to come back, which is where they ended up, his husband leaving after accidentally trying for a baby. The problem was now is they were both in a shitty place, both of them mentally but Yoongi, physically.
Once Seokjin got back to the house, he saw the car was still there, yet, the mailbox was filled with envelopes. He knew something was truly wrong. He rushed inside, looking around as he didn't know where his husband was. He called out his name repeatedly as he looked around. He looked in the bathroom, seeing dried blood on the floor... He paused, looking around as he knew the other wasn't gone forever but he wasn't doing well. Where the hell was he..? Shortly he went to the kitchen, seeing his husbands phone on the counter, he picked it up seeing the multiple messages he had sent to him, he then looked and looked at the recent calls, seeing the emergency number is the last call his husband made the day he hurt him. His hand went over his mouth as he teared up, he tapped his foot on the ground before he started calling hospitals. He needed to find out which one his husband was taken to, he was anxious, he needed to see him. When he finally found which one he was at he took a quick shower, grabbed a few things, shoving it into a bag before he started heading to the hospital his lover was at. He then got there, telling the desk that he had just called telling them that he was there to see his lover. Seokjin was given the room number which he went to pretty quick, he looked around the elevator before he heard it ding, he waited impatiently for the doors to open before he rushed to the room. The moment he stepped in, he saw the male, sleeping, seeming as if he dozed off while reading a book. He put the things he grabbed before he sat on the edge of the bed, soon gently stroking his cheek carefully, seeing his necklace that had the wedding bands on it still wrapped around his neck. Seokjin bit his lip, feeling really awful. He wanted to apologize but he knew it wouldn't be easy, he was exhausted at the moment but he wanted to stay awake. He sat in the chair after taking his husband's favorite throw and laid it over him, putting his stuffed bunny in his arms as well which he had latched onto in his sleep.
Yoongi woke up a few hours later, looking at the blanket and the stuffed animal, he wasn't fully awake but he honestly thought he was home for a moment until he realized he was still at the hospital. He let out a breath, he was pretty confused about how he had the items but he brushed it off and pulled the bunny closer to himself. He put his hand on his chest while grasping the rings. "I miss you... come back please," he whispered before pressing his lips against them. He leaned into the pillows while looking out the window before he heard footsteps, thinking it was only a nurse to check on him and the baby. Though when he didn't see her walk around and look at the machine he turned and looked seeing his husband which brought him to tears. "Jin..." he choked out as he put his hands on his hands which were slightly shaking. The older male put down the drink he had in his hand before sitting on the edge of the bed while he then hugged the younger closely. Yoongi's lips in a pout as he hugged the other back tightly while he started to cry heavily. "I'm so sorry puppy..." the older told him while the smaller cried, hitting his back repeatedly. "Y-You asshole.." he choked out while the other just let him hit him, he knew he deserved it. Soon enough Yoongi stopped and pulled his husband into a kiss which Seokjin gently cupped his cheeks that weren't as full as they used to be. Though he didn't say anything until after he let the younger rant to him, he knew what he did was wrong and he deserved every hurtful thing that was said to him.
"I-I know I'm off topic but I need to know. How are you and our baby..?" He asked him a little worried, holding his cheek as the smaller rubbed his face into the palm of his hand. "I'm... hanging in there three weeks till I'm due...Though I feel a lot of pain right this moment. It's been happening for the past fifteen hours, I think I'm fine. He should be okay." He said before Seokjin looked at his husband worried. "hey uhm.. I'm going to look under the blanket for a quick second hold on." He told his husband before he got a nod. He lifted the blanket, seeing a large wet spot, he wasn't sure if his husband knew his water had broken, but based on how long it seemed to be sitting there, it had been the time the male said he felt the pain. "Yoongi...your... your water broke. I don't know how long it's been but... that pain is contractions and I think you're in labor." Once the male said that Yoongi's eyes widened. "no.." he muttered, shaking a small bit. "There's...N-No too early.." "honey it's okay... I'm gonna go get a nurse, to check okay? If you're in labor, baby then I am staying right here, we're bringing that boy into this world. I can already tell you're scared, but you can do this baby." he told him softly while he kissed his nose than the male's bump. Soon enough the male came back with a nurse, she checked on Yoongi which she had confirmed that he was in labor, now that the male was aware he was in labor he started to freak out, his hands were clutching his middle while he started to cry.
"Yoongi hey, baby shhh. It's okay, look at me." Seokjin told the male before he put his hand on the back of his head gently, the other holding his hand gently. "I'm scared," he told him as he had tears rolling down his cheeks. "I know baby... I know..." he told him softly as he wrapped his arms around him carefully. He felt Yoongi's arms wrap around him which he then kissed the top of his head. "They're going to get everything set up and... We'll... meet out prince, okay?" "O...Okay, Jinnie."
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dear seokjin,
Fanfiction|m.yg x k.sj| Yoongi is lost after his husband left for the military, he grows anxious as it seems he suddenly grows ill. When he ends up finding out he was pregnant he begins to panic that his husband won't be home when he gives birth. Will he?
