Yoongi sat there while he had his hands on his mouth, he started shaking while he cried. Never in his life had he seen his husband act that way, he didn't like it, he hated it. Had he married someone who turned out to be abusive? Was the man even in the right state of mind to even be married or hell... ready to be a dad. He was lost, confused, yet...He didn't know what he was going to do, his breathing was shaky, short and he felt like he was suffocating. He got up as he limped down the stairs, trying to get to his inhaler. He was starting to black out but he grabbed is inhaler right before he did taking the amount he needed before sliding down and hit the floor.
Suddenly he screamed at the top of his lungs, sobbing loudly whilst he did. He wrapped his arms around himself while he then laid on the floor, he didn't know why he made the male leave. He now regretted it, he wanted his husband back.
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Seokjin sat at the bar stool drinking a shot as he then could feel a woman rub her hands over his torso, he wasn't having it he didn't want some hag touching him. "get your hands off of me, I have a husband." he growled which the woman didn't stop, putting her hands on his crotch. "I SAID GET YOUR FUCKING HANDS OFF OF ME!" he screamed as he pushed her back, standing up, he slammed money on the counter before he left the bar. "fucking bitch." he grumbled as he got into his car. He locked the doors before he broke down and started hitting the steering wheel with his fist, he screamed at himself as he cried heavily. He knew he fucked up, and he knew he fucked up bad. How could he claim himself as someones husband if he hurt him, if he hurt him like Yoongi feared. The male shortly found himself passed out in a motel room. He was a mess, he couldn't bare himself for hurting the pregnant male, he put stress on him probably causing him to effect the little boy. He wanted his husband in his arms, he wanted to tell him he was sorry that he'll do absolutely anything he could to try and make it up to his lover. He fucking hated himself for hurting him, he wanted to fix everything.
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Yoongi was laying on the floor, he was shaking and he was coughing, something wasn't right. There was something going on with him...and the baby. He had reached for his phone, calling emergency services, he was continuing to cough as he tried to talk but all he could let out was a small help before he ended up passing out on the cold kitchen floor, the operator had locked the location on where the call was coming from sending an ambulance his way. Nothing was going good for the couple, Yoongi taking the hardest hit of everything out of the two, what else was going to happen. He felt like he was going to lose everything, he regretted making Seokjin leave, he wanted him back. He was scared that he was going to lose not only his husband, but his baby boy, if he loses the boy then he doesn't know if he'll ever have a baby ever.
Shit was fucked up, everything was a fucking mess.
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surprise ):
I'm back at updating it,there isn't too many chapters yet but i'm working on it.
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dear seokjin,
Fanfiction|m.yg x k.sj| Yoongi is lost after his husband left for the military, he grows anxious as it seems he suddenly grows ill. When he ends up finding out he was pregnant he begins to panic that his husband won't be home when he gives birth. Will he?
