[eleven]
05/10/17
Yoongi trembled as he looked down at his hands. The boy's mind was fuzzy as he cried.
"I made a mistake.." he mumbled looking at the blood covering his hand.
His arms were heavily bruised with small lines of blood. "What the hell have I done..?" The male whimpered. "What's wrong with m-me.." his hands shook as he cleaned himself up. So many thoughts were going through his head as he softly bandaged his arms.
"I'm sorry baby, I shouldn't have done this.." he said holding onto his bump. "I.. I hope you never have to see me do this to myself ever.." the male whispered sliding down the bathroom wall and wrapped his arms around his knees.
Yoongi cried heavily as he then gripped onto his jeans. "Fuck!" He screamed slamming his head back against the wall causing him to wail.
He sat in the bathroom with his shirt laying on the cold floor. His hand over his bump. "I'm so stupid.." he mumbled tears continued to run. "I-I'm hurting the both of us baby.."
'Ping'
Yoongi scurried over to his phone.
Dear Yoongi,
Hey baby, good news I'm set to leave 05/27/17 however I won't be home until, 06/04/17. That's only because I have to do a lot of things on the way back.. less then a month pumpkin. Don't worry you and I will be together again. I love you pretty boy. Make sure you're taking care of yourself.
, Seokjin
Yoongi could only smile, tears continued to fall as he held onto himself. "B-Baby.. your daddy is going to be home soon.." he choked wiping his tears. Then he frowned "what is going to think.. he's going to be so mad.." he choked covering his face.
The male sighed to himself looking at his growing bump. "I'm sorry if I'm a terrible parent.." he said sadly. He then felt a small flutter. "I can't wait to hold you.."
YOU ARE READING
dear seokjin,
Hayran Kurgu|m.yg x k.sj| Yoongi is lost after his husband left for the military, he grows anxious as it seems he suddenly grows ill. When he ends up finding out he was pregnant he begins to panic that his husband won't be home when he gives birth. Will he?
