[nineteen]
06/04/17
Yoongi sighed to himself as he went into to work, his job probably was the most suitable for someone who's pregnant. The boy works a low paying job as a teacher, he works as hard as he can even though they still get Seokjin's Military checks. He finds it unfair for him to not work, since him and Seokjin are in everything together. The pregnancy for Yoongi hasn't nipped him in the butt that much. However, it's been a bit hard, he struggles sleeping at night due to the every negative thought you could think of that would worry him, he asks himself every single night the same questions.
'Will the baby be healthy?'
'am I going to die giving birth?'
'Does Seokjin truthfully not want the baby?'
'Does he even love me anymore?'
The last question always fucked him up, causing him to breakdown in tears. He could always find Seokjin's arms around him and assured him things were going to be okay.
Maybe he shouldn't get caught up in the questions he asks himself. Especially that one day, in front of the class full of first graders, the class aid Park Jimin had rushed over and gently grabbed onto him. "Mister Kim... is everything alright." Yoongi's eyes widened as he realized he was crying in front of the kids. "Oh my god.. I am so stupid.." he mumbled wiping his face with his hand as he slowly sat down. "Here I'll get the kids doing something so you can calm yourself okay..?" The aid said rubbing his back gently getting a slow nod from the teacher.
Jimin soon left Yoongi alone and got the class doing some math worksheets helping some of the students of course. The pale boy suddenly felt a soft tug on his shirt looking over he saw one of his students, Minlee. "Mr.Kim are you okay?" He asked looking at the pregnant male sadly. " yeah I'm okay sweetie, I didn't mean to make such a scene.." he said looking at the picture frame on his desk that held a photo of him and Seokjin from their honeymoon. A soft sigh escaped his lips as he looked back at the kid. "You seem sad.." the boy pouted making Yoongi give a weak smile " just a bit don't worry about it though." He said softly.
Suddenly
The boy hugged him.
Tears welded in the teachers eyes as he slowly hugged him back lightly. "Please don't be sad Mr. Kim..." he said sadly making the small pale teacher rub his back slowly. "My Appa always gives me hugs when I'm sad." The kid soon gave Yoongi a familiar heart shaped smile that warmed his heart thinking of his best friend.
Jung Hoseok.
Him and the man have been friends since junior high. Yoongi remembered when Hoseok had called and said he was going to be a dad. It warmed his heart knowing the man was finally going to get what he wished for. "How is he doing by the way?" Of course he had asked he's his best friend after all. The small boys smiled widened as he then rushed to his bag and back to Yoongi. "Appa said to give this to you, he said it'd make you happy!" The boy smiled widely handing him a box.
In that box Yoongi called his best friend at the end of the day, his lips were in a smile when he saw a kunumon plushie that was suitable for him to hold making him laugh to himself. " you're smiling! That means you're happy now!" The boy giggled before he heard the dismissal bell. " I've got to go! Bye bye!" He told Yoongi hugging him tightly.
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That day might've been terrible at a point but the little boy had made his day, the plush Hoseok had given him became handy when Seokjin was doing paperwork as he was falling asleep or when he was watching a movie without his lover.
Especially now, Yoongi was trying to fall asleep but Seokjin wasn't in the bed "Jin-Hyung.." he called sounding hoarse. "Hold on Baby, I'll be there in a moment..." he said softly "hurry.." he pouted dozing off. "You can go ahead and go to sleep pumpkin, I'll be able to hold you when I'm done..." he said softly as he organizing files. "J-Jinnie.." "Yoongi shut the hell up!" He snapped making the younger flinch and hid under the covers whimpering.
Seokjin's eyes widened in instant regret as he pushed himself away from the desk and rushed over to Yoongi, pulling the blanket off the smaller as he brought him into an embrace. "Let go of me!" He cried pushing his chest but didn't get much movement
"Yoongi I'm sorry.."
No reply
"Baby.."
"Go."
"B-Baby..."
"N-No.."
"I'm sorry.."
"Sorry isn't going fucking cut it Seokjin."
The older sighed and laid the male back down on his back.
"Just... leave me alone for the night... sl-sleep on the couch..." he said quietly.
Seokjin nodded as he moved to the living room and lowered his head into his hands. "I'm such an ass..." he mumbled to himself. "What the hell am I doing, I hurt him.." he groaned hitting his forehead and laid down.
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dear seokjin,
Fanfiction|m.yg x k.sj| Yoongi is lost after his husband left for the military, he grows anxious as it seems he suddenly grows ill. When he ends up finding out he was pregnant he begins to panic that his husband won't be home when he gives birth. Will he?
