𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 ✰ 𝐟𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐞

chapter two

sadie

we're walking on the sidewalk whilst talking about everything. life, death, love, hate, sex and what it mean to us. i love this type of talks because i could never get bored of hearing them.

"so, who's finn to you?" he asked, looking down. "a friend. he's always been so kind to me and i consider him as a brother. nothing less, nothing more".

he stopped walking and looked at me in the eyes. the sparks in his eyes come back. i was lost in them, i know i said i won't date but is he changing my mind?

"you know you're so beautiful right?" a rose colored blush creep into my cheeks. "stop" i slightly laugh being shy. he just looks at me, admiring my "beauty".

"well thank you, you look decent yourself" i complimented him back before finding the same spark that made me lost in his eyes.

it felt like i was in another world with only noah. i was lost with only noah. i would mind being in here forever.

"you know, we still should get going right?" i joked around and he snapped out of it. "you're right, come on" he walks and let out his left out. inviting me to take this adventure actually together. side by side.

i gladly take his hand and interlock our fingers. we kept walking and talking. i don't think i'll ever forget this moment ever in my life.

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we're laying in the grass on some park we don't even know. we were just stargazing and still talk about stuff.

"so you really hated millie that much huh?" noah giggled when i said a sentence that was really surprising.

millie is the sweetest person in the world, she wouldn't and would never insult anyone, basically the opposite of me but we're not talking about it.

i was mad at her because she was so sweet to everyone. doesn't make sense i know but maybe i was just jealous of her. she's so nice to everyone, she's so pretty, and definitely the smartest person i know.

"yes, i hated millie that much" i laughed and he did too. "but i don't think telling the teacher she cheated on a test is necessary" he said with a laugh every now and then.

the laugh slowly fades and it was now just silence. one of my favorite musics. after i just thought of how blessed i am to be having this moment, i sat down and look straight at him.

which caused noah to look at me back. fuck, his eyes. his eyes were my biggest weakness. i don't understand how just eyes could mean so much.

i noticed that he wasn't looking at me in the eyes, but rather on the lips. i could see that he was biting his.

fuck it.

was all that i could think about.

i smashed my lips to his and the feeling of his soft lips made me go to heaven. i truly felt like i was in heaven. after a few moments, he slid his tongue in my mouth. our tongue dances together to the sound of my heartbeat that was about to burst out any second now.

after a few minutes after, i stopped the kiss. my lips were now swollen but i don't mind.

"fuck, you're gorgeous" i said flirtatiously. "i think we should stay the night somewhere" his suggestion was the best idea.

we rent a hotel that looks decent. we're only staying for a night. we wanted to make it s p e c i a l .

as the door to our room shut, he pushed me against the wall and pressed his lips against mine and we made out. he held both of my hand on top of my head with only one arm and opened my shirt without breaking the hot make out session.

i stopped the kiss to quickly open my shirt and he follows. i was now butt naked. my body exposed but so is his. i was surprised to see that noah's dick is so big.

"you're even better looking like this" he said as he throws me on the bed. i was very much turned on by just words.

i wasn't surprised the hotel had condoms in their drawers so noah quickly to opened one.

before he went in me, i told him that i was a virgin. "noah wait!" his face looks really confused. "i'm a virgin" i said to him. "oh, it's okay, i'll go slow. it'll hurt at first but it'll be good once we're at it"

i nodded and he slowly made an entrance. i shut my eyes in pain and let out a groan. "just tell me if you want me to stop" he warned.