𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 ✰ 𝐟𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐞

chapter three

a/n
-hey i'm sorry i skipped the smut. i don't have a reason behind it, i don't know how to do smuts so please forgive me.

sadie

i woke up naked with noah wrapping me in between his warm arms. i slowly and gently get out of his arms to clean up the place since the shirts are all over the place.

after cleaning, i simply went to take a bath and put on the outfit i wore yesterday. i woke noah up for him to take a shower and get back home.

my parents were never home because all they care about is their business so i could sleep here everyday without my parents caring.

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i lay in my bed, missing the scent of the bed sheets from the detergent i use every time. i immediately charge my phone because it was dead from using it at the party for me not to socialize with anyone.

i cleaned the whole house and my phone was on but i was surprised to see that i had 12 missed calls from finn. this guy is crazy.

i quickly texted finn that i was okay and i explained everything. i mean everything, from when me and noah got out of the party to me being home.

i'm in trouble because he's calling me and he never does that, not when things like this happens.

"are you crazy!?" finn yells at the camera. "harsh, not even a hey sadie, glad you're alive ?" he started to tell me not to do it again because i could've been in danger bla bla bla and the casual best friend being protective thing.

"you lost your virginity, sadie" he said being really angry but silently because he doesn't want his mom kicking his ass for saying such a thing.

"okay, many people does. almost the whole school has, you did too" he stood quite thinking about it. "i know but i don't want anything happening to you. i truly care about you".

"okay i'm sorry, can you meet me at my place?" i felt touched. i never knew finn actually cared about me that much.

finn

after 15 minutes, i got to her house and knock on the door. she ran all the way downstairs and hugged me. i was shocked at first but i hugged back.

we went in and get straight to her bedroom. not like that.

we sat down on her white sheeted bed and she talked about what's going on and how she feels about it.

"i like noah but something about it just feels weird i guess" she explained how she felt about noah and i touched her hands. "i get it, i felt that when i had a crush on kelsey too"

"it's normal, you have doubts about someone maybe because you just don't know em to well or you just don't actually like them" i continued on talking, we're both good listeners and that's what i really like about her.

"so is noah your boyfriend or something?" her eyes widened. "i don't know finn, it's like, i like him but again i'm just not sure if i actually like him or it's just because everyone has one and i don't" she looks down, i never knew a girl like sadie who is cheerful and full of sunshine could be giving me sad vibes.

"then text him, ask him what you guys are and if you mind about it, tell him. you know friends can have sex too right?" i gave her an advice she did quickly.

she grabbed her phone and started to text him what their relationship is and about everything that happened yesterday.

i didn't bother looking at her text i want her to feel like she has the space she needs so if she wants to tell me about it, she could but if she didn't want to tell me about it, it's really up to her decision.

i just sat there, playing with my fingers only thinking about what sadie must've felt right now and how i wish i could've helped her more.

she finally put down her phone and smiled. "you can tell me if you don't mind" i looked at her and i think she's happy with how it ended.

"noah said that we aren't dating. we were just doing it because we were just being literally teenagers, he also said he'll be my friend till the end" that's actually the news i wanted to hear. i don't know about this noah guy but sadie seem to like him to even want to take her virginity.

"how does that make you feel?" i ask and sadie answeres with "are you kidding? that's so relieving. i'm not ready to start a relationship yet".

"well i'm glad for you sadie" i smiled and she did too.

a/n
-this is so shit and unrealistic. i hate the ending because it just ended like that you know?