𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 ✰ 𝐟𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐞

chapter nine

millie

📍sinkin' boba

we were sitting on our usual spot and it was basically just us eating in silence. i didn't want to rush her so i just stood quite.

"i think i'm ready to talk" sadie put her fork down from the spiral of spaghetti. i nodded as i also put my fork down.

"yesterday, me and finn did some things behind your back" she confessed but i knew. "yeah, i know you guys did. it was obvious" i said and rolled my eyes.

she just slowly nodded and continued her story. she told me about pull and bear, about them having sex, about literally everything, i knew she said in full detail because it looked like she regretted all of those things but i knew she didn't.

i knew she liked him and has feelings for him. i knew she'd do anything for him but is just to scared to tell him. i know she loves him.

"i know you don't like noah like that" i was unsure about sadie's feeling towards noah. "i do. he's my best friend from middle school that i have a crush on" sadie was getting defensive, it's like she's pretending to like him right now.

"you had a crush on, not have a crush on" i said, just being honest. she giggled. "so what happened to noah yesterday?" sadie asked since she was asleep before noah.

"well, good thing noah said he couldn't come" i said and she just smiled and start finishing her spaghetti. "okay but you gotta admit, both of you would make a cute couple" the joke made sadie laugh and kind of blushing.

we just ate and talked about everything besides boys. we also went spent the day there shopping for clothes, some furniture, more foods, and all the shit that we probably didn't need.

sadie

we got back home and the house was surprisingly empty like finn wasn't there but there is a note on the front door.

i looked over to millie and she looked at me. i gave her a should i open it? look and she nodded. we both looked back to the note at the same time.

dear sadie,

by the time you're reading this, you're probably already home from let me guess, the mall (if you're not from the mall than that's unusual). i'm at home and i'm sorry for lying to you. i know sorry doesn't make up anything but i really am sorry.

i trust you, i've always trusted you. i was just scared that you would be mad at me and hated me if i told you. we wouldn't have any of those moments if i told you about kelsey.

if i said something wrong or something that you thought was wrong, i'm sorry and say hi for millie from me.

sorry sadie,
-finn