𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 ✰ 𝐟𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐞

chapter ten

sadie

(a/n, there's smut in this chapter oops)

after the note, millie thought maybe it was best for me to think about it alone and that's just what i needed. space.

the note kept replaying in my mind, louder each time. i felt like i had to do something. this obviously wasn't my fault but i should've known. he never told me about their relationship when we did things and i never asked.

i took a hot shower because i wanted to relax myself but all of these memories of us even when we were just "best friends" came back. i miss him. i need him right now.

i just put on an oversized hoodie with some booty shorts and laid on my bed. i flicked around the channels on the tv, i found nothing but some tacky-ass movies.

i kept the tv on but ended up being on my phone. only finn could cheer me up on days like this but he's just at home doing god knows what.

finn

i'm erasing the message i want to send sadie for the 100th time now. i wanted to ask her if i could come over and we could talk about it but i didn't know how to say it.

there's something i wanted to say, can i come over?

out of all of the other 99 cancelled messages, i chose the most boring one. i didn't care if she said no, i just wanted her to know.

she quickly responded.

i need you here

after she said that, i immediately rush and grabbed my that i rarely use to her house. didn't want to call an uber because that'll take to long. our house isn't that far away from each other so it was easy for me to go there.

i knocked on the door and she opened it. i walked inside her house and we got to her bedroom. i kind of just sat on the edge of the bed while sadie got the rest of the bed.

"i'm very sorry" i looked at her and her eyes looked down. i couldn't bare seeing her like this, all sad and down. it was like the light that shined on the darkest times disappearing—making me lost but not in the way when i look in her eyes.

"i never meant to do that to you. i should've told you. it was wrong for me to do but i broke up with her"

"so that's it? you broke up with her and now you want me to be your girlfriend?" her eyes shoot up to mine.

"what else do you want me to do?" i start raising my voice a little bit. "i don't know maybe think about it! think of how dumb you are for wanting me!" she shouted and a tear dropped. she covers her teary face with her hand.

my heart aches. seeing her cry was one of the most heartbreaking things ever and knowing that i'm the cause of it just makes me feel like i wanna die.

i knew she didn't want me to do this but i feel like she needed this. i went by her side and hugged her and the surprising part was that she hugged me back.

"don't think about yourself that way. i want you. i'm sorry for raising my voice at you" i said in a lower tone now. "but you just broke up with her, i don't want you to be called the guy who moves on that fast you know?" she instantly looked at me.

"sometimes you drop out out of a relationship before you actually do it" wow, i've never actually said such deep words before.

"if we dated, i don't want our friendship to be ruined if breakup" she said. "who said exes can't be friends?" i looked at her with lust in my eyes. i wanted her so bad. i wanted the taste of her.

i kissed her and she kissed back. i laid her down without breaking the kiss so now i'm on top. i put both or her hands beside her ear and i'm in control.

i kissed her from her neck to her collarbone. her small moans filling my ear was pure beauty. her back slightly arching following my kisses.

i signal her to open her shirt and with rush, she did. "i'm in control" i smirked at her. she just nodded, wanting me so badly.

i made out with her but my hand was slithering somewhere else. i went down from her breast to her belly and last, to her heat making her moan in the kiss.

i break the make out session and went straight down. i kissed her wet pussy and now she's a moaning mess. "you like that?" i said while eating her out, sending vibrations through her body.

she nodded keeping her eyes shut holding in all the pleasure. "use your words princess" i did the same thing again. "y-yes finn i loved it" she spoke out.

she grabbed my hair and push my face closer to her pussy so she could feel it better. i finally put my tongue inside of her making her scream in pleasure.

"just like that" she said. i twisted my tongue, tasting every inch of her. "i'm gonna c-cum" she said in between moans. i ate her out even more knowing that she was about to come and just after that, she released—her sweet juices in my mouth and i made out with her so she could taste how good she tasted.

we're now both extremely tired and sadie slept first naked, her hand in my chest and mine on her shoulders. i kissed her in the forehead and leaned in her ear to say something.

"love you"