Cherlynn Journey

Chapter Two

Acceptance Letter

I woke up stretching and yawning then immediately cover my eyes that sun was bright ass fuck coming through my pink blinds making my eyes burn I hate that shit seriously.

"Cheery you got mail" Ajordan said coming through my door with a brown envelope containing writing of my name on it politely removing the package from his hand I read over it seeing where it was coming from and I smiled hard and bright ass fuck.

"Cheery what is it?" He asked me sitting on my bed smiling at me too "Lets just hope your big sister got into this college we want so bad" I said glancing at him as I opened up the envelope and read over the letter.

"YESSS YESSS YESSS" I screamed so loud jumping up in down making my brother do the same and my parents ran in here "what's wrong with y'all?" My mom said busting through the doors with concerned in there eyes.

"MAMA I GOT IN I GOT IN MAMA THEY WANT ME" I screeched out still jumping up and down with tears in my eyes making my mama in dad join in with me and Ajordan happy dance we was doing together.

"Congratulations baby I'm so proud of you" my mama said wiping the tears out of her eyes I swear me and my mama are so damn emotional all the time we stay crying about something.

"Me too baby" my dad said kissing me on my forehead smiling I couldn't wait to start school tomorrow I'm just so excited right now I'm like one step closer to finishing up my career and becoming successful yes.

"Let's all go out to eat in celebrate the wonderful news" mama said smiling at us "Sound good lets go get ourselves together first" my father said kissing my forehead one more time before they all left out going to go get dressed for dinner.

I was so extremely happy and enthusiastic that I sprinted over to my Platinum Dark Grey Surface Laptop 2 in logged on to Facebook quickly writing what's on my mind because it was full of life right now I was too overjoyed I knew I could do it all alone.

Cherlynn Karah
Yes I got into my favorite college I'm one step closer now thank you Jesus for not giving up on me your the best

I typed every word smiling but it quickly faded away once I seen all these negative comments from people start posting on my blogged which is crazy to me because people only sent me friend requests just to pick on me plenty of them weren't even added to on my friend listed.

HisMainSqueeze
Girl shut yo fat ass up u should be one step closer to a damn diet witchu hamburger helper lookin ass

ThatGirlReese
I'm saying she worrying bout getting into college her ass should be interested in losing some damn weight every year it's like she's getting bigger in bigger like damn girl u never heard of exercising

Love Makay
Y'all crazy lol but ain't never lien I couldn't see myself getting that big in not do anything bout it smh 🤦🏽‍♀️

I read on and just started crying silently but also hard I know I am big, ugly and disgusting that shit is pretty damn clear to me but what's not is why do I steady cry or stressed over the truth I can't keep crying over it it's the truth I gotta learned how to deal with it properly.

"Baby you are beautiful don't ever doubt yourself or think any differently your amazing don't pay them no mind" my dad says rubbing my back as I  broke down crying I didn't even hear him come in I was zoned out with water works on my face from my feelings being damaged repeatedly again and again.

"Thanks dad but I kind of don't feel like going out to celebrate right now y'all have a good time without me" I said to my dad while wiping my eyes as I continued to scrolling down the 10k comments of people degrading me by talking about me and calling me nasty names.

He sighed not knowing what else to say to me I guess as he kissed my forehead and rubbed my backed once more before leaving out of the room  and I sighed as well then was just about to logged off when someone tagged me in a public posted actually talking positive.

KLadySavage
Girl fuck all of dem hating ass hoes and faggot ass niggas congrats bewh I inboxed u my number call me rite now we must link to celebrate soon

HisMainSqueeze
Why r u even entertaining dis fuck bitch ur one of da most popular girl in school besides me of course ur putting shame on ur brother and urself Karleshia

KLadySavage
Girl fuck u and shut yo ugly ass up I can do wtf I want to due I'm a grown ass woman wit ur over dramatic ass bye bitch 👋

HisMainSqueeze
Karleshia ur a fucking sick ass loser

KLadySavage
Lol yup like dat fucked up weave u be wearing nw  ur ass is dismissed Cher call me✌🏾

I couldn't believe it I just met that girl yesterday in here she is today publicly defending me on social media and on top of that she is a popular girl in school now I know I'm having mixed emotions like on one side she's just playing with my feelings and don't really want to be my friend for real but on the other side it's like she does want to really be my friend I'm not just use me for a object in her books but I had to chance it anyways by calling her.

Phone Conversation
Karleshia: Hello
Cherlynn: Hi um its me Cherlynn
Karleshia: Hey boo congratulations
Cherlynn: Thank you
Karleshia: Shoot me your address ima come scoop you in my brother shit he will be A oh okay
Cherlynn: Lol okay hun
End Of Phone Conversation

I hung up my Graphite iPhone 12 Pro with Karleshia and couldn't believe it Cherlynn Karah might actually have a real legit friend that's genuinely in really wants to be a companion to me through all my flaws in truths and trust me there are plenty of them but thank the lord for this I said smiling hard ass fuck as I sent her the text message of my address then went to go get dressed to go hang out with my new bestie.