I'll Be Fine - Reader x Raphael (Angst)

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Y/n POV

* WARNING ANGST*

I can't let it show.

Never let is show.

Jealousy is the enemy of emotions.

Something I can never give into is jealousy, even if it may be one of the stronger emotions. It isn't right.

I groan in anger as I attack the simulator, this is too easy "Fugitoid, make this simulator harder, this is too easy" I ask him as my eyes are closed and the simulator is ending "Y/n, I will when I can. I apologise however we have a more important mission at hand" he replies.

My eyes open and I glare at the droid "either you make this simulator that seems to be on level easy more like the stuff back on earth, or, let me help out and not stick me on this ship. Seriously, doing nothing for the past week is driving me crazy. I am way more helpful on the field than stuck in this ship doing nothing whatsoever" I hiss my anger getting to a point in which it was starting to get hard to contain.

I roll my eyes as the android stops talking to me "April, with me. Now" I command walking off. When she catches up with me I'm already a fair distance away from the boys and the droid. She smiles at me "so, Y/n, what did you wanna talk to me about?" She asked cautiously I groan loudly in reply "I need your help, I have all this pent up energy and it is slowly driving me insane. Can you tell me why the boys won't allow me to help you guys out on this mission because I have almost equal experience as them" I growl angrily as I start pacing back and forth.

April stares at me warily "Y/n, is something wrong? Other than that?" She asks softly not trying to anger me any further "n—I am fine. Just answer my question or I will take it up with Leo and it won't be pretty" I snap at her she sighs and inhales a breath "the boys believe that they are protecting you by making you stay on the ship. It was originally Raph's idea, but I didn't think that they would actually follow through with it. I am against it Y/n, but I can't convince them otherwise" she explains "its alright April, now I shall take it up with the dear boys who I've grown up with" I growl as I snap my head both ways.

I start walking with anger in my steps and a dark aura "boys, we need to talk. NOW" I shout with a fire in my eyes automatically warning the boys how bad of a mood I am in. April comes bursting in and jumps in front of me trying to avert my gaze from the four people I've grown up with "Y/n, Y/n, calm down, you don't have to—" she tries but I cut her off with venom "April, they should've seen it coming ten miles away. I am going to have a conversation with them so go back to Casey and stay there while I have a peaceful chat with them. LEAVE" I shout with venom and my glare on her.

The orange haired girl sends an apologetic glance at my brothers and Donnie tries to send her a reassuring smile but it is tainted with fear. As soon as the door closes my dark aura doubles "Y-Y/n, what did you want to t-talk about?" Leo asked trying to be brave but his voice wavered I send him a smile "oh, nothing. Except for the fact that you four are keeping me from doing anything and keeping me on the sidelines when you guys know, you know for a fact that I am way stronger than Casey and April. I have more common sense than the two combined" Mikey looks down when I spit out the harsh words knowing he was sorry my gaze softens while looking at him "Mikey, you may leave. I don't want you to hear me yell" I say sincerely but his head snaps up "I am not leaving my brothers" he says confidently I sigh "alright, but you boys are not getting out of this. Please don't tell me that it was one of your ideas... please tell me April was wrong" I beg angrily while partially in denial "please tell me that April was lying about Rapheal suggesting I stay here during this entire thing" I beg once again but the silence was just as revealing as it being said.

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