Dear Diary

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dear diary
           today has jus been another bad day compared to what i really go thru. i hate living in Tennessee! i Hate my life ! I HATE KARLA!! she let all of this happen to us . how do you go from being a strong, independent, loving mother ! to a crackhead with nothing to show for! yes i lost myself but i have reasons! real Reasons ! Karla has sold me for drugs before when i was younger around 13, there's no money support system and im a teen girl ! i will never be bullied , i gotta keep myself up! she sold my id and social security card for crack so i have no way of getting a job and have no idea on finding out! i got kicked out of high school because i didn't have anyone in my ear telling me how important school really is ! i didn't have anything! and its all Karlas fault, that night my dad and brother died they were on their way to pick Karlas ass up from a hotel by the airport, she said it was a business trip but my dad knew she was lying because of her previous cheating(she began cheating when she got a promotion at work),so he wanted to go up to the accusal airport to see for hisself what was goin on and why she insisted so badly on him picking her up from the hotel instead of the airport. maybe she didn't want my dad and brother seeing her get off the plane with this man she always took trips with and would lie about. i guess that's why she's always high . shes guilty... and she knew it

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